Archive for November, 2011

4fe 34 – Streets

Greg took a bite in one of the green apples he had stolen. It had finally stopped raining, and he felt it made his food taste that much more delicious. Thomas and Benjamin hadn’t showed up yet even though it was almost noon, and he was enjoying his day alone so far.

On the other side of the street he saw Life and Charlotte walking around and searching aimlessly for something. Again? He sighed, feeling like his breakfast was ruined now. He jumped off from the wooden box he was sitting on and slowly made his way to them.

-Hey, brats! I wouldn’t hang around this part of town if I were you.

-Why not?

It was the boy who had replied. For a moment, Greg thought about hitting his own forehead. How could he be so dense?

-How old are you, gosh? Both of you are stupid. What do you think people think of, seein’ two nice White-Ears hanging around here, looking utterly lost? It almost screams “kidnap me!”

He took another bite of his apple, frustrated. He didn’t feel like dealing with kids today. The girl looked at him with tired eyes, but he didn’t care.

-You both run back to your families where it’s nice and warm and there’s a lot of money. Now shoo, get out of my sight before I lose my temper and force you out of here.

-Greg, please. Tell me, have you seen Rosa?

-Nope. Now get out of my sight.

-Just tell me when’s the last time you saw her!

His ear twitched in annoyance. What, was she giving him orders now? He wanted to give her some smug remark, but her eyes were pleading and he ended up looking away, scratching his head.

-Look, I haven’t seen her. Now just go away. No one else’s gonna ask you nicely.

They looked at each other and finally seemed to get his point. About freakin’ time. He looked at them go, biting once more into his apple and throwing the remains away in a garbage can nearby. Once they were out of sight, he made his way towards the wooden box he had been sitting on earlier. He jumped on it and looked down behind it to the girl hiding there.

-Don’t you think it’s time you go home now? They even came all the way down here, though it wasn’t very smart if you ask me.

The girl glared at him from the shadows. You almost look menacing like this, oh I’m scared. He returned an expressionless stare at her, unimpressed.

-I thought you cared about them. If you do, why do you go on and vanish for days to search for you? I told you, White-Ears in the area is bad. Some thugs will jump on the occasion and rape ‘em.

-Shut up.

He felt frustration grow back into him.

-Hey, I feel like I care more about them than you do. Now that’s nothing normal, you hear me? I don’t care about anyone. I don’t care what you have in mind, but next time I see ‘em, I’m telling them you’re here.

He grabbed a piece of wheat that was laying around and bit hard into it, letting himself fall on his back. Ah, now his good mood was ruined. The girl sitting on the ground didn’t say a word. She hadn’t said more than two words at once ever since he had come upon her. She hadn’t been distributing letters, which was suspicious to begin with. He had planned on scaring her a bit as usual, but this time she hadn’t moved.

She had stood there, glaring at him, and though he didn’t care which way she usually looked at him, there was something creepy about her this time. Her eyes betrayed some strange emotion, as if her mind had been somewhere else. He had quickly realized that stuff the red-haired guy had given her didn’t work anymore, and she was going nuts from the pain. She looked completely lost.

He didn’t know why he helped her; usually he’d only care about himself, or better even, he’d be the one hurting her. But he had been the one bullying her for years. He felt a certain possessiveness; no one was allowed to hurt her except him. He was like a brother annoying his sister everyday, yet if someone else did, they’d have to hear from him. The boys hadn’t understood his actions either. They had looked at him wide-eyed, asking him if he was alright, to which Greg hadn’t replied because he really had no answer.

All he knew is that he felt pity for her. When he had seen her run after that noble kid in the most dangerous area of town a few days back, the first thoughts that had come to him were that this girl was crazy. Then some kind of respect had settled in. He had followed that girl’s request really out of curiosity more than anything else.

He glanced once more towards Rosa. Her clothes were messy and her hair was slightly curvy from the rain that hadn’t stopped since today. He couldn’t seen her eyes from this angle, but judging from her respiration she was sleeping. He had already concluded that she had either quit her job or never planned to go back, but she had barely ate or drank since. He wondered if she’d even have the strength to stand up. Just looking at her made him look dizzy. He heard her cough.

-Oh, great. Don’t tell me you’re sick on top of it! I’m not nursing you back to health! You hear me?

-I hear you. You’re loud. You’re an idiot.

Her voice sounded horrible and though she glared at him he wondered if she could even see him. Her right eye was annoyingly unfocused.

-You blind in that eye or something?

A flash of surprise appeared for merely a second and was gone. He didn’t really care much about her, but now he was curious.

-What happened?

-Nothing.

-Can you get any more annoying?

-Fine. My head got smashed into a wall. Twice.

For a moment he started laughing, but then he realized her expression hadn’t changed.

-Holy shit, you’re serious.

-Yes, I’m serious.

She grabbed her head as her face twisted in pain. That migraine must have been back. She was breathing pretty loudly too. He grabbed a bottle of water that was laying next to him and threw it at her. He had filled it at the fountain a few hours earlier.

-Drink.

-I thought you didn’t care.

-Drink, or I’ll force you to.

She glared at him and drank, chocking on the water. His ear twitched.

-Take your time, stupid.

Normally she would have thrown the bottle in his face, but this time she obeyed and drank some more. His tail twitched back and forth to go along with his ear. What a frustrating day. If this went on like this, he’d get a migraine himself. And he hated migraines, specially the ones caused by other people.

-Greg!

That was Benjamin’s voice. He glanced towards him and noticed the thin and tall boy running towards him. His hair was short and curvy and if he had been wearing nice clothes, anyone would have believe he was a bookworm. Behind him Thomas was running, a short fat guy. Both of them had been his followers for years now, ever since they were kids. He didn’t exactly trust them, he didn’t trust anyone, but he did rely on them. He jumped on the ground and walked towards them.

-You’re late!

-Sorry, man. Why you such in a bad mood?

-Frustrating morning.

-The nobles are coming.

-Are you serious?

-Yeah, from what I heard their son had gone missing and now Mr. Wilkes is going crazy.

He hit his forehead with his palm. Great! This was stupid. He rushed back towards the boxes.

-Hey, you idiot.

-What?

-The nobles are here and they’re tryin’ to catch your boyfriend. What are you going to do?

-Which boyfriend?

-You stupid? I’m talking about that boy with the stupid nickname.

She glared at him for a moment and seemed to realize what he had said.

-Wait, what?

-Didn’t you work for them or something? You’ll look awfully suspicious if they can put their hand on you. And I’m not sayin’ what they’ll do to your lover.

-He’s not my lover, cut the crap.

-Either way, he’s in deep shit if you don’t do anything.

-What do you expect me to do?

-Go warn him, for starters! I’m sick of you moping around, ya hear me?

-Why do you care?

-I do, and it’s bothering me more than it’s bothering you, so shut up and get moving.

She curled up in her corner and pulled on her ears tightly. Was she shaking? She had to be kidding him. He took a sip of water.

-I can’t go back!

-Sure you can,

-You don’t understand! I raped Charlotte!

Greg coughed on his water upon hearing that. It took him a minute to come back to his senses, making sure he had really hear the right thing.

-You what?

The girl didn’t say anything else, instead she curled up even more like a rat seeing danger. He felt frustration build up inside him and jumped down in front of her. He grabbed her by the collar and pushed her out of her hiding hole.

-Get the fuck out there.

-But…

-You’re getting on my nerves! Go back there now and warn them, or else I’ll make sure you have a good reason for not doing it.

She seemed about reading to go back into hiding, but he had heard enough. He kicked her hard in her sides and was motivated to keep on doing it until she ran out of his sight, which she did surprisingly faster than he expected. She gave him a glance, stopping midway.

-What are you waiting for? If I see your face for another second, I’m fucking sending you rocks until you collapse and can’t get up anymore, ya hear me?!

She seemed to understand the warning and ran off. Once she was out of sight, Greg sighed, grabbing his forehead. Now he wished he had kicked her ten times more to get rid of this frustration. His two followers joined him.

-She’s the reason you’re so worked up?

-Shut up or I’m giving you the kicks I should have given her!

Thomas obviously knew better, and he didn’t add any comment. Greg walked back towards the place he’d been staying at all day, gave it a good kick and plugged his hands in his pockets, watching as the pile of boxes crumbled down. He frowned and fumed, more angry than he’d ever been at Rosa. He promised himself to beat her up even more than he had in the past to make up for it.

4fe 33 – Cooking

Chuck chuck chuck chuck chuck. She liked the sound of her knife on wood as she cut through carrots. She’d usually be pretty delighted to cook any kind of meal, but the tension in the household was too great for anyone to be enjoying themselves.

They were about ready to move in the summer mansion for the warm season when they suddenly realized that the young master had gone missing. Since it meant nothing but bad news, everyone had gone searching for him, but no luck. His father had been so angry when he had heard the news that she shuddered even thinking about poor Beatrice who had to announce them. Even Alicia’s own master had been in a fool mood about his nephew’s running away.

Her knife slipped and blood dripped on one of the carrots as she felt sharp pain attack one of her fingers.

-Oh, putain!

She put the injury in her mouth, frowning until her eyebrows hurt, as if that was going to make her feel any better. She dropped the knife and walked to one of the drawers, putting a small bandage on her injury. It was already scarlet in a matter of minutes, but she ignored it. She grabbed the piece that was now red and ate it, continuing her work as if nothing happened.

-You should be more careful. And stop swearing.

She jumped in surprise as she hadn’t seen anyone come in and relaxed when she saw Beatrice standing there, arms crossed.

-Beth, tu m’as fait une de ces peurs!

-What?

-I mean, you scared me. Sorry, it just slipped.

As only response, she received a lifted eyebrow. Only one, because the other was hidden under a wide bandage, results of how Mr. Wilkes had appreciated the news of his son’s disappearance. Her fingers were also hidden under the same pieces of cloth. Alicia smiled at her.

-I’m trying to resemble you, see?

-Yeah, well please don’t.

She sighed and looked away for a moment, and Alicia went back to her previous occupations. She couldn’t be late in preparing the meal, after all. She knew it was strange for the dark-skinned girl to come see her while they worked and had already guessed that she had some bad news for her. But she liked her presence, and decided to wait until she talked on her own instead of asking. She heard her sigh again before she said anything more.

-Your meal needs to be ready in an hour.

-What? I need two hours, here!

-Then I’ll help you.

She looked at the one she loved in surprise. Beatrice had never done any type of cooking before, at least as far as she knew. She wondered for a moment if she’d be more helpful or in the way, but the serious look on her face showed that it was a strict order. She scratched her head in annoyance.

-Fine. Can you cut these carrots for me? Make sure they’re all the same thickness.

The girl nodded and grabbed the knife, pushing her away gently to take her place. Alicia bit her lip in worry. She was that type of person who doesn’t believe anyone can do her job in her place. She was an artist, and each and every one of her meals were a piece of art. Just like a painter wouldn’t let anyone do a stroke of their brush on their canvas, she liked doing every single step of her meals alone.

-Be careful, hein! You can’t make them too slim or too thick, or else they won’t cook at the same speed!

-Ally, I know how to cut carrots. Now just move on to something else instead of freaking out and staring at me.

She had to bite her lip once again to not complain, knowing she was right. Oh, what would she do if her master noticed it wasn’t as perfect as usual? Of course this was all in her mind, as said master ate whatever was in his plate without even taking the time to taste any of it. He trusted his cook blindly, while it would have been the easiest of task for her to poison him. Not only did she work alone on every one of his personal meals, but he never let anyone other than him taste them before he did.

She also worked on the meals for everyone in the household; at least for every one of the nobles. She knew each and every single one of them by their tastes. There were usually eight nobles; the head master, Beatrice’s superior, his last remaining son, who was currently missing; he also had two little brothers, the youngest one, Alicia’s boss, had no child while the other had three daughters and one son, all of which were now fine adults. There used to be nine of them, but nearly four years ago Mr. Wilkes’s oldest son had died.

Alicia knew by heart which one of them was allergic to what, their likes and dislikes, who ate more and who ate less. Every one of them had several servants and slaves working under them, not all of which moved to the summer mansion, but it still meant there always was a lot of people in the manor. There were also many other cooks to feed the less fancy mouths; in a way, she had the highest, fanciest and most difficult job in the kitchen. And she loved what she was doing.

She took out the beef from the fridge and inspected it carefully, making sure it was absolutely perfect before she put it in cauldron, added some water, spices and secret ingredients before she put it on the fire, all the while singing some song. Beatrice, on the other hand, was dead silent. Apparently even cutting carrots was serious business.

-So why do we need to have this meal ready in an hour?

-The master’s leaving earlier than expected.

-Where to?

-He’s heading to town.

-Huh? Why?

-There’s been rumours about his son walking around.

-Rumours, huh? Oh, did you hear that one? They said the murderer from the next city is actually hanging around town lately!

-Yes, I saw them.

Alicia looked at her, unable to tell if she was being serious or messing with her mind.

-Wait, really?

-Yeah. She looks and acts like a kid, but there’s this aura of danger about her. The red-haired man accompanying her is no better.

-I didn’t know she had a companion…

The two of them stood in silence as they went on with preparing their meal. She’d have to ask more details later. She just had to gossip about this with the others. Yes, Alicia was that kind of girl. She was able to work just fine under pressure and still cook the best of meals. She might have been worried about this one, considering she had half the time she felt she needed; but she really would find a way to cheat and make it delicious.

4fe 32 – Sleep

Charlotte was staring at the rain falling on the windows, resisting sleep with little success. It was night already, but Rosa hadn’t come back yet. She wasn’t surprised she hadn’t; she had got in later, but still had the same number of letters. And she suspected she might still be feeling bad from the night before.

But all of this wasn’t the reason she was still awake, alone in the dark, curled up in a blanket, looking through the bakery’s front windows. She was thinking about what had happened earlier, and every time she did, she felt her cheeks burn with embarrassment, though she made no effort to hide it, or even move. She remembered Rosa apologizing so much to her afterwards that it would have been impossible to count how many ‘sorry’ she did. The rain went on outside, unaffected by her thoughts.

She wondered if she was more upset because Rosa had touched her, or because she had apologized so much afterwards. She blushed again, but it faded slowly as she thought about nothing again, her mind unable to focus. She barely felt the hand on her shoulders and she turned her head slowly, not understanding what was going on. Mallory looked at her, his eyes serious.

-You need to get some sleep.

-What about you?

-I already slept plenty. You’ve been up for two whole days and you look awful.

-But I’m waiting for Rosa…

-I’ll wait for her.

Charlotte looked at him, confused, blinking away sleep. She didn’t really know what he had just said, but somewhere in her sleepy brain it made sense that if he stood here in her place, it would be just the same as if she waited herself for her friend to come back. She nodded and got up slowly, walking towards the back, leaving the man to sit at the table she had been sitting at.

The fat woman had complained that the bakery wasn’t an inn, but with the rain that kept on going on and didn’t look like it’d stop anytime soon, not to mention that two of them had been sleeping without any way to wake them up, she had finally agreed to let them stay the night. She had made sure to let them know that they’d have to leave first thing in the morning; no doubt would the authorities be looking for them, and she didn’t want trouble, to which the man had completely understood. She was running a business here, not some kind of clandestine hide away.

The door to Martha’s room was closed as usual, and her room had Life and Split sleeping together in the bed, curled up in the covers. She frowned a little, bothered that they would be in the place she shared with Rosa, but once she noticed how peaceful they looked, she couldn’t help but sigh and smile a little. The bed was big, because the woman had exchanged her own bed with theirs a long time ago, telling them she didn’t need such a huge bed for herself, while they were going to be sleeping in the same one.

The two of them barely took up half the place and since she was so tired and wanted the most effortless solution possible, she let her blanket fall on the ground and slipped under the bedsheets, snuggling shamelessly against Life’s back. The boy mumbled something in his sleep, and placed himself comfortable again.

It didn’t take long for her to fall into an empty, dreamless night. Not once did she wake up during the night, and when she did she realized she had drooled all over the pillow. Feeling ashamed, she tried to rub it off, only to notice she was now alone and, judging from the light outside, the afternoon was already pretty well started. She rubbed her eyes and got up, slowly making her way downstairs.

-You look like a princess who just woke up!

-Princess!!

-…Huh?

Life and Split ran towards her to hug her. They were both covered with flour and she wondered what was going on. Martha appeared from the back.

-Hey, you two! Come back here, we’re not… Oh. Good morning, dear!

-Don’t you think she looks like a sleepy princess?

-Princess! Charlie the princess!

Charlotte couldn’t help but laugh. Charlie? Was that her new nickname? She vaguely remembering Rosa telling her something similar. I’d like to call you Charlie, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. She had found it kind of funny, assuming she was too shy to say it, judging from the face she had. For a moment she wondered if the two of them hadn’t talked, or if they really had a similar mind.

The two of them went back to helping the woman and she walked towards her and pat her head. The expression on her face betrayed worry.

-What time is it?

-Almost three.

-Where’s Rosa?

Her expression darkened and Charlotte felt her throat tighten.

-Are you hungry?

-Martha, where’s Rosa?

She looked down for a moment and she spotted her two friends looking at each other with worried glances. She ran towards the entrance to find Mallory where she had left him the night before, sleeping on the table. No trace of her friend.

-She didn’t come back home.

Without a word, Charlotte ran upstairs and grabbed the first clothes she found, putting them on and grabbed a piece of string to attach her hair. She then dashed outside, ignoring the cries calling her back inside. The only place she had in mind that could have any sort of clue about Rosa’s whereabouts was the post office.

-Hang on!

She turned to see Life running after her. She looked at him, vaguely surprised, before remembering that he too cared about her friend. She felt a wave of sadness and almost ran off alone, like a possessive child who refuses to share their friends, but decided it would be wiser to wait for him.

-Let me come with you.

She didn’t say a word, marching onward without really checking if he was following or not. She wondered if he would be in trouble for walking around the city like this, with everyone knowing what he looked like, but nobody seemed to pay any attention to them.

She walked inside, determined. The man at the counter looked at her with mean eyes.

-What do you want?

-I was looking for Rosa and was wondering if you’d seen her…

-Who?

-Rosaria. She works here.

-What does she look like?

She frowned, annoyed. How could he not know who worked here? Life stepped forward.

-She’s about this tall, brown hair with a white streak in it, wears a hat and a long coat and she’s pretty shy.

-Oh, you mean that girl. She came in late yesterday, but I haven’t seen her since.

-Could you tell us if she came in at all this morning?

-I just told you, I haven’t seen her.

-Thanks, sir.

Life smiled at her, but she couldn’t help and feel annoyed. She sighed and they walked outside. Where could she be? She couldn’t have just vanished…

-Hey, Charlie… Where do you think she could be?

-You’re calling me like that too…?

-Why not?

He seemed like he was about to smile at her, but she could see from his expression that he was just as worried as she was. She tried to think for a second, trying to remember her favourite spots. For some reason, she was confident nothing had happened to her, and that she had simply ran away. She certainly hoped so, even though she had never done that before. Had she fled because of her?

-Back when she worked for my family, she’d often be around the fountain. Isn’t there one, in the middle of town? Why don’t we go check there next?

-That sounds like a plan…

4fe 31 – Liar

Rosa took a sip of coffee. She smiled, pleased. She loved coffee. She perked her ears up a little, listening to the conversation going on in front of her. Mallory was telling his story to Charlotte and Martha, who were listening intently. He had a talent with words, that was for certain. But his tale wasn’t one the girl felt like hearing right now.

Next to her, curled up in some blankets, was Split. She had drank a mug of hot milk before falling asleep, cuddled up with Life. Greg and his gang had left earlier, as soon as they walked away from the fire, claiming they had better things to do than stay where they were not needed, without failing to mention that this little adventure meant in no way that they’d be nicer to Rosa the next time they’d see her, to which Rosa had told him he was an idiot anyway and she wouldn’t want to be his friend. He had yelled some insults at her before walking away, after Mallory stopped him from throwing rocks at her. He had decided that it was wiser to obey than received the red-haired man’s hatred, because that obviously meant that Split would attack. And he didn’t want Split attacking him.

When they had made it to the bakery, it was already raining pretty heavily. Martha had gotten some towels out for everyone to dry themselves, and even though he had tried to charm her into giving them drinks for free, in the end Mallory had lost the fight and paid up. Now they were in the back, pretty much around the table where the girls would take their breaks during the day.

Rosa got up and stretched, deciding that it would be a good idea for her to get washed a bit before she went to work. She finished her coffee and left the mug on a counter before walking upstairs. Charlotte gave her a curious glance before following her.

-Hey, Rosa? Are you hurt anywhere?

-No.

It was a lie, of course; she still had that awful migraine. But as long as it was something she was able to hide, she wouldn’t say it. Her friend frowned, obviously not believing her.

-Why did you arrive with a piece of cloth on your head, then? It was covered with blood.

She ignored her questions and walked in the bath room, but before she could close the door she realized she had been followed. She started to wonder if she should just give up on the bath altogether, but simply sighed. She felt dirty and cold, and she had gotten used to the luxury of baths. She felt a hand on her head and couldn’t help but flinch in pain. Before she could say anything, she was pulled into a hug. Charlotte was shaking, and Rosa felt her mind spin in confusion and worry when she realized she was sobbing.

-W-What’s the matter?

-I thought you were going to die!

Was she angry? Her tone had been, but why wasn’t she happy that she was fine instead? She pat her head, unable to think of what else she could do. Her friend responded by embracing her even closer, tears falling down on Rosa’s shoulder and soaking her coat even more. How was she supposed to act now? She felt a punch on her head and started feeling dizzy and unsteady, her legs flinching under her. She fell on her back, her friend still gripped on her chest while crying.

-O-Ow…!

-You’re a liar, Rosa! Liar! Liar!

She received another punch in her sides, a mix of rage and desperation and she still couldn’t understand why Charlotte was so angry. She stood there in silence for a moment, as she kept on being hit, looking at the ceiling. The young girl stopped after a moment, sitting up breaking down into tears again.

-I hate you!

She didn’t respond, waiting that she calms down, but her cries came louder and desperate, pounding in her skull. She grabbed Charlotte’s sleeve and pulled her over her again, and she stopped talking, surprised. It didn’t take long for her to start sobbing again and she wondered how in the world she was supposed to make her stop now.

-Calm down…

-It’s your fault! You… always go away, come back injured. I’m always worried, okay?

Rosa listened in silence, unsure what to add to this, feeling strangely calm. Maybe it was the pain, or maybe she just didn’t have the strength to fight right now. Charlotte’s voice came in muffled, as she was talking from her shirt and was sometimes interrupted by hickeys or sniffles.

-Everyday I’m afraid you might not come back in one piece. I’m afraid that you’ll turn up hurt and something awful happened to you. That you might not come back at all. I don’t know what I’d do without you, Rosa!

Hearing that she felt a wave of guilt sweep over her. She had been so busy working as hard as she could to bring some money for their debt, which now seemed pretty pointless since Alexander had paid it off without a problem. She felt like crying too, feeling awfully pathetic.

-Why…

-I don’t want to be apart from you anymore! I don’t want you to go to work! Stay here, with me. Don’t go away. I’ll take care of you. I’ll cook you good meals, and…

-What are you saying?

She tried to move away, but her friend pinned her on the ground again. She wasn’t sure whether she should be worried or afraid. Charlotte looked pretty scary right now.

-Are you angry…?

-I’m not! Rosa, I love you!

The words came to her like a punch. She wasn’t sure what to do, how to react. She wasn’t certain she was able to think anymore. She gently pushed her up and her friend sat up, her face hesitant and unsure. Rosa dried the tears off her cheek with her hand gently, sitting up as well.

-Stop crying.

She looked even more uncertain now, and before she knew what she was doing, Rosa pulled her against her chest once more, her hand playing in her curly hair. She smelled nice, she noticed, and she looked so frail right now. She came back to reality with a jump when she felt a hand grabbing her ears.

-And why do you always jump like this when I grab your ears? You’re always so nervous, all the time! Am I scaring you?

-N-No, that’s…

Charlotte went on and on with her ranting, of which Rosa didn’t hear much of considering that she had hands grabbing both of her ears, giving her all sorts of unsupportable shivers. She grabbed her friend’s ears as a revenge and she jumped too, both of them letting go of each other’s ears, confused at what was going on.

-Shut up for a moment!

-B-But…

The shock left her face and she frowned in anger again, her face blushing more and more.

-How was I supposed to know?! Grabbing ears never did anything like that in my world, it’s ridiculous!

Now it was her turn to look taken aback. It was something so… normal to her, that it never crossed her mind that it might be different somewhere else. Her friend calmed down and had more of a sad expression, before she let her head fall down on her shoulder again. Rosa sighed. This was so complicated. The only thought that could fill her mind right now was how painful her migraine was. She felt Charlotte’s breath in her neck as she mumbled.

-You know…

-What is it?

-It didn’t feel all that bad…

She wasn’t certain what that was supposed to mean, but as her body moved on her own she realized Charlotte’s ears were once again in her hands and she looked away, blushing uneasily, but not letting go either. Ah, why was this all so complicated? A part of her told her that no matter what, she wasn’t capable of a feeling as pure as love. Yet, before she knew it, she was kissing the other girl’s neck gently and in her mind a voice kept yelling at her. Liar! Liar!

4fe 30 – Research

Alexander frowned while looking at the result of his research. So many sheets of paper were covering the desk of his temporary house that he didn’t know where to put down his coffee. He had placed them in a way he could see them all, at least the best he could, and kept his mug in his hands. The lamp’s holder was barely visible.

Yet all of this were merely copies of what he had noted in his journal. To make sure he had missed no detail, he had rewritten everything himself, by hand. He had been done for a few minutes now, and stared at them all and he could still find no certain proof. Life’s brother certainly was a mystery. His journal, which he had read over a hundred times by now, was laying under a pile of sheets. He sighed, massaging his forehead.

He knew for sure that this man was an alchemist. He had heard a lot about it in the past, back when he didn’t pay any attention to anything. Yet no matter where he dug, there was no proof.

He had gone everywhere he had been. He didn’t seem to have any sort of lab in their winter manor. He had found a torture chamber, but nothing interesting. Same for the mansion. Where could he be keeping his potions? The only clue he had that proved he hadn’t imagined all of this was a news article about his death. He had been found dead with a test tube containing poison in his hand. Traces of the same poison had been found in his body, and it was said to have killed him.

They had found him in the middle of his summer room, which made absolutely no sense considering there weren’t any other substances around. If he had a test tube in his hands, that meant he was either testing theories and mixing things, or he tried out a potion he had already done.

A potion he had already done… Why would he drink poison? For a moment, Alexander had suspected someone might have changed some of the things he had. What is two liquids looked exactly the same and one was a poison and the other, let’s say, something that heals injuries. Neither of them smelled anything, and someone changed the labels. He would then mistake the second for the former, thus killing himself in the process.

It was the gentleman’s theory, but so far he had no luck in testing it out. Then something caught his attention, something he had never noticed before. He dug in his pile of papers and grabbed the journal. On the back of it was a thin, clean cut that ran across it. The journal had been so old and scratched that Alexander hadn’t seen that before. He ran a finger on it and realized it was a pocket. In it was a small paper, thoroughly folded and yellow, showing that it was old.

Alexander felt a shiver of excitement at this new discovery. He carefully opened it up and read it. On it was the strangest excerpt of what looked like a letter. The date was smudged and impossible to read.

Today is such a cold, lonely day. Everything I have tried has failed miserably. Father does not look at me anymore, busy with his new favourite. I hate it. Just because of how he looks, I go forgotten, as if thrown into the abyss. I wonder if he even remembers he ever had two sons.

Mother died when giving birth. I have been having a harsh time ever since. As stupid as it sounds, I miss her. You probably think I am sounding like a hypocrite, do you not? While she was alive, I could not stand to look at her, yet now I feel empty without her. She gave birth to a devil, and it had eaten her from the insides. Yet my newborn brother looks at me with eyes full of hope and love. I fear of taking him in my arms, in fear of crushing his neck. He has taken everything from me, yet he does not know about it.

Father left earlier, just like every week. If I ever fail, then this letter would prove that I am nothing but a murderer. I would send it to you, but just in case, I’ll keep it safe. Hidden. Nobody needs to know what I am about to do. I want to crush my father. I want to make him miserable, ruin his life. What kind of son wishes such? Mother would be quite ashamed. But mother is not around any longer to stop me.

I have already tested a few things on him. The results were not what I expected. He cried with every sting. What an annoying being. He makes me sick. Just looking at him makes me want to crush his head into my hands. But I do not. My plan is better. I wonder if that man will ever realize I’ve done anything before it is too late.

My experiments might not be working right now, but they will. This kid will be cursed. I have cursed him the moment I have set my eyes on him. Everyone shall look upon him and see hope, until they realize how rotten he really is. He will not even see it coming himself.

Last time I noticed something odd. I found feathers. Strange, small, ugly feathers. They were coming out of his flesh, as if wings had try to grow without success. I have never seen a side effect like this. It is disgusting. I ripped them off, but every time I looked, new ones had grown. I wonder what it means. I’ll have to look into it.

As for you, my friend, I have done like you suggested. I am very saddened to hear about your loss. Do you think ghosts can read letters? I hope not. I’ll keep it hidden in the place only you know of, just in case. If anything were to go wrong, I’ll burn the house.

Until then,

-A. Wilkes.

Alexander stared at the paper for a long moment. This letter wasn’t addressed to anyone. How odd.

He thought for a moment about the content of what he had just read. If he was right, then the young boy that was described in the letter was Life. But what was that about feathers? None of this made much sense, even if it had been coded, which didn’t sound like it. What was the ‘place only you know of’? And what about burning the house?

He rubbed his forehead, feeling like the clue he had found gave him more questions than answers. He didn’t know Life’s mother had died while giving birth. It’s true he had never seen her during all his visits, nor did he hear her name a single time. And now that he thought about it, he had never seen any picture of her either.

A knock on the door.

-Yes, what is it?

-Sir, there is a letter for you. From the Queen.

-Please come in.

4fe 29 – Wait

Charlotte was looking at the door with a sigh. It was already night outside, and she was freaking out about Rosa. She had no idea what could be going on.

Earlier when she had tried to follow her, she had snapped at her, telling her to stay behind. Rosa rarely ever snapped to begin with. She felt some kind of unfairness to it all, but the urgency in her tone had stopped her for a moment. She really did intend on following her, but a boy in suspenders had stopped her.

She had no idea who in the world he was, and she had felt frustrated, just about ready to push him aside and follow her friend anyway. But he had told her to calm down and stay behind, because it was dangerous. She had told him that it was all the more reason why she should go. No way was she letting Rosa on her own like this! Her heart ached at the simple idea of her friend being injured, so finding her dead…? Not if she could help it.

Every time she tried to run out of his grasp and do whatever she wanted, he managed to catch her back and ended up not letting go of her arm. He was stronger than her, and she had realized that, but she was desperate. In the end he had promised he would go after her himself, so long as Charlotte would calm down and wait patiently at the bakery. There was some kind of intensity in his eyes, the kind that men seem to have when they make a promise they can’t break. She didn’t have any other choice but to accept.

She had walked back home to find Alexander talking with Martha. He had stopped talking and smiled kindly to her when she had come back, giving her some praise about how courageous and bold she was, to which she had replied it wasn’t worth anything if Rosa died. He had added a comment about how humble she was on top of it.

Martha, on the other hand, had grabbed her in her arms in a close embrace after learning what happened, telling her about how worried she was and that she didn’t want her to go anywhere dangerous. She had told her that Greg was nothing but a delinquent, a thug, and that she was lucky he hadn’t attacked her in the first place. Charlotte had told her that she didn’t understand, since he had been quite nice to her, to which the woman had looked at her puzzled.

Alexander had asked a description, which she gave him and he seemed to ponder for a moment. He told her that both times he had crossed paths with Rosa, this boy and two of his friends were running after her, throwing rocks and the like. Charlotte felt like he was talking about a completely different person, but she didn’t dare imply he might be mistaken.

The gentleman had then been quite interested in her afterwards, asking a lot of questions she wasn’t certain how to answer; where she had come from, if she liked the city, had she been here long? He never insisted when she felt uneasy, and no one could say his actions were out of place. He was nice and charming, but Charlotte wasn’t charmed. To say it bluntly, he wasn’t her style; and to this thought came images of Rosa into her mind, to which she tried hard not to blush. Oh, what would she do if something happened to her? Distress filled her heart again and for a moment she thought about running towards the back alleys again and trying to find her friend.

Martha stopped her, telling her not only was it a bad idea, but she could be quite hurt in the process as well. She reminded her that Greg had gone after her, whatever kind of guarantee that was, and that she would need to be alright if she wanted to take care of her friend if she did come back injured. She then tried to convince her that she might not be injured at all, but she had lost the young girl at the previous sentence.

Since then, she had sat at one of the tables, looking darkly outside. Martha had since closed the shop, deciding that everyone was too troubled to do any good business right now. Besides, Alexander had a few more words to talk out with her, and both of them disappeared in the back. Normally she would have been curious and try to eavesdrop, but not now.

And now here she was, still in the same position even after Alexander had left. She felt he must have brought troubling news, because Martha had an even more worried expression in her eyes now. He then left, telling them that if they did see Life again, to make sure to send him back to his home. His parents were probably worried sick about him, though from the smile he had, Charlotte wasn’t so sure. She felt like he was actually inviting them to keep him here, hidden.

He had left, and for a moment she welcomed the distraction of trying to figure out this man. Even she had a hard time figuring out his goals and what he really was after, though she really didn’t know enough about him. She remembered how Rosa had looked drained when she had come back with this man, and how Life had stared at him wide-eyed before running away. How Martha had looked quite thoughtful herself when he had talked to her in the back. Every single time, Alexander had looked quite at ease.

Rain started hitting the windows as dawn had started to rise. Her worries came back to her mind as she looked outside. Martha let down a cup of coffee and a croissant in front of her. The young girl looked at her, a little taken aback, before realizing how hungry and tired she was.

-Don’t be too hard on yourself.

-Thanks, Martha.

She took a good sip of coffee and smiled realizing it was just the way she liked it. She took a few hungry bites in the pastry, sighing as she looked outside and saw nothing but the bad weather. Now she thought that even if Rosa was coming back, she might wait until the rain stopped. And it looked like it’d go on forever. Today would be a long, sad and depressing day.

After a moment, Martha had pulled a chair and sat next to her, with a cup of coffee for herself. She hadn’t opened the shop yet, and Charlotte wondered if she would. She, too, had stayed up all night and she looked exhausted.

-What did he talk to you about?

-You.

-Huh…?

She looked at the woman, uncertain what she was hearing. Why was Alexander interested in her? Martha pointed her ears. That’s right. She had forgotten that she had this label on her over here, telling people she might have blue blood in her. She frowned.

-I don’t belong in the royal family, come on.

-I know.

She sighed and waved her hand in annoyance.

-He doesn’t believe that you could be born with ears whiter than most of the royal family and not be part of it. But whatever he says, I won’t give up on you.

Charlotte smiled. She didn’t really care about their Queen or whatever. She wasn’t friends with someone in that family here, like she had been in her own world. Here, the ones she cared about were good people. She cared about Rosa, and Martha, and she couldn’t think for a moment that she’d be happy away from them. She wouldn’t be happy in a castle, full of money while the ones she loved didn’t have a penny. Whether that was the reason the gentleman had come here for or not didn’t matter. She didn’t want anything to do with the rich.

4fe 28 – Fire

When she came to, it was already night. She painfully opened her eyes to ink-coloured clouds on an even darker sky. Her head was aching and simply breathing was painful. She stayed like this a moment, trying to remember just why she was laying down in the first place. It was silent.

She suddenly sat up in panic, remembering all about what had happened, hurting her head even more. She pulled her hand to her head and realized she touched cloth. She looked around and realized that she was alone. Fear gripped her as she wondered just what in the world had happened.

She got up, ignoring the pain, and noticed a path of small blood droplets on the ground. She slowly walked towards the direction it was heading. Soon crimson footsteps appeared, as someone had probably stepped in it before continuing their path, making it easier to follow. They soon faded away, which reassured Rosa, because it meant that the injury wasn’t all that bad. She allowed herself to sigh in relief, which soon ended in her flinching, remembering the state she was in. Soon, she heard voices and a fire.

-Do you think she…

-Sh, I hear something!

She limped towards the light of the fire and for a second she thought she was dreaming. Then she wondered just what had happened while she was out of it.

-Rosa! You’re awake!!

Life rushed to hug her and she let out a whine of pain when he did. He apologized and hugged her more carefully; behind him were a group of people, people Rosa never thought she would one day be looking at and see them all sitting around a fire while talking like buddies.

Greg and his gang were there, their leader looking at Rosa with an expression she could not identify. On their left, sitting on a log, was a man with bright red hair half hidden under a hat and wearing a cape. The young girl who was sitting next to him got up and ran towards her just as Life had done a few moments earlier, a bright smile on her face. Behind everyone was the man who had attacked earlier, the one who had seemed so intimidating. He was severely injured and tied up, his back to the wall, as he glared to the small group.

-Rosaaaaaa!

She hugged her without paying any attention to the girl’s injuries, which cringed once again before patting her head, hand shaking.

-H-Hi…

-Split!

The young girl cheerfully reminded her of her name, before the two of them let her go. Rosa sighed. They walked towards the fire to join the others, and she couldn’t help but notice that she didn’t feel as much pain as she expected to. Sure she had an awful migraine, but she had been crushed against a wall… The red-haired man nodded towards her before speaking, and it took her a moment to recognize him.

-We were a little uneasy with the idea of moving you in the state you were in, I hope you’ll forgive us for leaving you there on your own.

-Mallory? What are you and…

-Split!!

-…Split doing here?

Life was the one to answer her, obviously relieved to see she was doing much better.

-They arrived just after you fainted. She gave that man what he was asking for!

-And what about Greg?…

The man looked down, silent. She had never seen him this close before, because she was always busy running away from him in fear that he might hit her. He was wearing a dirty white shirt with rolled sleeves and suspenders. His light brown hair was hiding some freckles. He looked at her.

-We were just passing by. You’re crazy to have come here alone.

-You’re such a bad liar.

She was looking at him, unimpressed when he said that and both of his friends started laughing. She could have sworn she saw him blush before he got up and yelled at them to shut up. She frowned a bit, really wondering why he was there. He finally cleared his throat after punching his friends.

-That pretty girl was worried about you. I promised her I’d follow you if she didn’t.

-Since when do you do nice things?

-Shut up, alright? It’s a good thing I came, because if she did you might never have seen her again!

She didn’t reply to him, knowing he was right. Just the thought of seeing Charlotte here made her shudder, knowing she would have had a fate much worse than Life. She tried to place the events back together.

So apparently after that man had knocked her out cold, Split and Mallory had come to the rescue. If the girl really was the serial murderer they were looking for on the radio, she suspected the man had refrained her from killing him, but she could see he had both arms broken and felt a pang of sympathy by looking at him.

And afterwards, Greg had arrived with his pals, after listening to Charlotte’s request, from the looks of it. She could imagine them wanting to stir trouble but stopping quickly once they saw the scene. She finally felt like she understood the situation.

She was snapped back to reality by Mallory’s voice.

-I gave you something for the pain. How do you feel?

-Much better, thank you.

He nodded, his face serious. Somehow she felt he knew she wasn’t telling him the whole truth; she was feeling much better, but she still had a pretty bad headache. She wondered just what he had given her, but didn’t ask, unsure if she really wanted to know. She felt Life’s head drop down on hers and realized he was taller than her now. Before, his head would have barely reached her shoulder.

-I was really worried… You weren’t moving.

-Hm…

She looked down and remembered the scene she saw when she arrived.

-What about you? You were injured…

-Mallory checked it after he fixed yours. It doesn’t even hurt anymore!

She grabbed his arm and he flinched, crying in pain and backing away. She glared at him, as if proving he was lying, to which he looked away. Split laughed happily, and Rosa couldn’t help but smile, though she wasn’t certain what she found so funny. Before she knew it, Life was ripped from her and the girl was poking his wound while laughing, while he begged her to stop. The man accompanying her sighed.

-Split, be nice to him. Poking injuries isn’t nice.

-Okaaay!

She obeyed and smiled widely, and after stroking his own injury for a moment, he tackled the young girl who had attacked him before and started tickling her. The two of them started laughing like kids having fun, and mostly everyone couldn’t help but smile.

For a moment, Rosa felt like they were a group of friends, casually enjoying an evening together. She almost forgot that they were in the most dangerous place of town, though she didn’t take long to realize that they were pretty safe; who would attack such a big group to begin with? A big group who had taken a pretty mean-looking man hostage, on top of it.

Life seemed to be having a good time as well, and she decided she’d ask him later about why he had run away and why he had looked so terrified earlier. She hadn’t seen him in so long that she had almost forgotten how great she felt when she was with him. She felt like nothing else mattered.

Greg gave Mallory a harsh glance.

-Is it true that she’s…

-Split!

-… the one who murdered all these people in the next city? Why are you here? I find it pretty odd and convenient that you arrived just in time to save these two.

-With the authorities looking all over for us and Split’s face in the newspaper, we didn’t have that much of a choice. We had to change towns, and it just so happen that while we were passing by, we heard a scream.

-That doesn’t actually answer my questions.

Split looked at him innocently and blinked. Looking at her now, it was hard to believe she could hurt a fly. But Greg stared at her gravely.

-I saw you take care of that guy. Just what are you?

-Split is Split!

The young man frowned, obviously annoyed that she would answer questions directed at the red-haired man. A few curious stares could be seen from the shadows. Mallory sighed as he got up.

-If you’re all fit to walk, I think we should get out of here.

4fe 27 – Panic

No matter where she looked, Life was nowhere in sight. She wanted to let out a swear, but instead bit her lip and kicked a can that was laying around as hard as she could. It rebounded on a nearby piece of junk, then a wall, only to come back and hit Rosa on the head. She felt tears swelling up as she held her head in pain. Why was she so cursed with bad luck?
She sighed and looked around again. She was at the corner of Meadow and Crossarmed, and she couldn’t help but start laughing. It wasn’t happy, more like sad, and it wasn’t loud. Anyone nearby who could have heard her would’ve thought she was going crazy. That’s right. She knew this place all too well. This was the spot where even Greg and his gang stood clear from, because it was just that dangerous. The place where she hoped she would never have letters to deliver, and if she did, she’d run in and out of it until her lungs would burn and she would be left breathless. And Life had gone right through it, unknowingly.
She had to find him. Her hands were shaking and she was frightfully close to crying. She punched her own head hard enough to convince herself that if she cried now, it would be out of pain rather than out of fear. She stepped forward.

-Rosa, wait up!

She stopped cold when she heard that melodious voice. She turned around to face her and she must have a pretty scary expression, because Charlotte stopped in her tracks and stepped back, a look of fear on her face.

-Go back!
-But!
-Please! Just go back!

Without waiting for any response, Rosa turned around and darted towards the path she thought Life had taken. Little did she know, Greg had been watching the whole scene from a distance and while Charlotte stood there, confused and unsure as to whether she should obey or follow her anyway, he walked to her. He seemed calm and serious, and for once he was alone.

-You should do as she says.
-Huh? Who are you?
-A pretty girl like you shouldn’t hang out around here. It’s dangerous.

He looked towards the direction Rosa had taken, his eyes betraying no emotion; or was that cold, calm respect? Charlotte couldn’t tell; and she was usually pretty good at reading people. He grabbed her arm roughly and dragged her out of the streets, back towards the bakery.
While Rosa had caught nothing of this scene, chances are, if she did, she would have been more alarmed than reassured. After all, to her Greg was nothing but trouble. He and his pals had always enjoyed causing trouble for her, especially while she was working. How many times had they thrown rocks, stabbed and beat her up? She had gotten used to it over the years, and now she knew how to get away from their grasp.
But she had never talked about him to anyone, especially not Charlotte, and it never crossed her mind that maybe one day they’d cross paths. If she had seen him take her away as he did, chances are she would have been so alarmed, she would have been torn between who to save first. Perhaps it was a good thing, in a way, that she missed all of it.
She concentrated on running, every single one of her senses on edge, trying to catch anything out of the ordinary. It was still clear outside, at least, which meant the more dangerous thugs were still sleeping. If she could find Life and get him out of there before sunset, it would only be for the best.
Many of them were laying down on the ground, stirring in their sleep, as Life had probably woken them up when passing by before she did, and she could feel none of them were happy about it. She received a few mean glares, that she tried to not pay much attention to. She was starting to believe she might have been following the wrong path after all when she noticed a puddle on the ground that had been splashed not that long ago. Water was directing her towards a clean track for a moment, barely long enough to tell her he had crossed the next intersection. She walked by one of the loudest bars in town and had to lower her head as a bottle of beer was sent flying just over her, before exploding on contact with the brick wall behind her.
She took in a deep breath, hearing some hushed voices on the other side of the door. Wasn’t it a little early to be drunk? Or had they been drinking since the night before? Somehow, she didn’t feel like staying around to find out. She ran off towards the direction she hoped Life had taken, given she wasn’t following some random kid’s path instead. A few yowls were sent at her, with more glass bottles, as the men had realized someone was standing outside; they probably thought she was eavesdropping.
She came to a halt a little further away, behind a garbage can. She crouched down to make sure she wasn’t seen and grabbed her bandana tightly, eyes shut tight. She had enough. She wanted to run back home; she could even see where to go from here. But she had to find Life.
Why had he ran away like this, anyway? She had been pretty shocked to see him sitting on a table in the bakery, after she had finally managed to convince herself she would never see him again. Now she had this feeling in her chest that she would never be able to live on and trying to forget about him. Not that she had seen him again. Not when he had been so panicked.
He had given a glare filled with distress towards the gentleman who was with her before he ran off. He had then looked at her and her heart ached as she tried to decipher what emotion it was. No matter how much she tried to convince herself otherwise, she knew he had felt betrayed. Was she the traitor, or was it Alexander…?
She took in a deep breath and clenched her fist. Determination filled her as she decided there was no way she was giving up now. She’d find Life, and they would get out of here safely. Then she would be able to ask him all the questions she had in mind. But first, she had to find him.
A chilling and terrified scream resonated against the walls and Rosa felt a rock of ice in her belly. She got up to her legs, ignoring their shaking, and ran as fast as she could towards it, panic filling her mind with the worse scenarios she was capable of imagining.
She wondered what she’d do if she found him dead, in a pool of his own blood, his eyes staring blankly at the sky. She tried to push the thought away, feeling sick to her stomach, but it loomed over her, giving birth to images of doom in her mind.
She reached a dead end and punched the wall with her fist, swearing inside her mind. Where was he, then? As if to answer her thoughts, a new dreading cry was heard and she rushed to the new destination. She ran blindly, barely seeing where she was going, tripped more than once, but every time she got up, feeling no pain thanks to the adrenaline, continuing like nothing happened.
When she finally arrived at the scene, her eyes adjusted on a helpless Life holding his own blood-soaked arm, eyes shut tight in pain. In front of him stood a man that Rosa could only qualify as a giant. He had broad shoulders with a small head resting on it, and he was ominously staying in the shadows so well that she could not see his face. In his hands was a butcher’s knife stained with her friend’s blood. For a moment she couldn’t help but think about how cliche the whole of it was.
She was snapped back to her senses when the man stepped towards him. Without thinking, she rushed towards him, and shoulders first, tried to make him fall to his side. He barely felt the tackle, and for a moment Rosa wondered if he had even noticed she was there. From this close though, she realized he was not as tall as she previously thought. He was nothing short of muscle, however. She yelled some insult at him to make sure he did notice her, before biting as hard she could in his arm, ignoring the pain she felt in her mouth.
Before she knew it, he had grumbled something, annoyed, had grabbed her by the neck and threw her so hard against the wall that she started seeing stars and the background started dancing in front of her eyes. Black dots started filling her vision, but she forced herself to get up, refusing to give up. Something warm dripped on the side of her face and blurred her already pretty unsteady vision even more. She swept it with the side of her hand and didn’t need to look at it to know it was blood.

-Leave him alone, you big jerk!

Her voice was unsteady and scary. Life looked at her in shock and didn’t seem sure whether to cry, panic or run away. She panted a bit, ignoring the pain and launched herself at the man again who pushed her without any problem. She heard him sigh.

-Damn, why is it so hard to kidnap a kid and ask for ransom? If you had been just nice and followed me, none of this would have happened.
-Don’t hurt her!

For a moment she wasn’t sure who had talked. She felt pain even stronger than her physical one when she realized it must have been Life. She fell to her knees, tears falling on her cheeks as she finally gave up and let herself fall into unconsciousness.
She had failed to recognize the one voice she had promised herself she would never forget.

4fe 26 – Worry

Rosa had been gone a long time for someone who was going to pay off part of their debt and come back. Charlotte was really starting to worry and feel something might have happened to her. She voice her fears of someone kidnapping her, beating her up, raping her, and oh what would she do if they found parts of her dead body in multiple areas of town? Her scenarios of disaster even scared Martha, who seemed more terrified by the young girl’s state of mind than the chances of them really happening.

-You’ve heard like me that this murderer was on the loose! Oh, Martha! I have to find Rosa!

No matter how much she tried to calm her down, how she tried to remind her that the murderer was in the next city, that Rosa knew much more than her how to get by on the streets, nothing would work. She tried to distract her by telling her that if the murderer really was Split, then they had nothing to fear since they had been nice to her and had even be called friends. She tried to tell her that criminals usually went against the ones who opposed them and if she didn’t believe her own words, she tried to sound as reassuring as she could and refused to stop talking in fear her adopted daughter would fall back into despair and run off like the wind.

It was when all of this was happening that the door’s bell rang and Martha begged the young girl to get a grip on herself and serve this client properly. Charlotte had apologized and felt ashamed, though her mind was still buzzing with worry and more dreadful thoughts. The woman had even tried to convince her that maybe this was Rosa coming home and a spark of hope had filled her belly, only to disappear when she walked to welcome their client.

It was a boy, about around this age where boys become men. His bright blue eyes seemed terrified, and even though Charlotte knew everyone around here, she had never seen him. He wore a white scarf, a brown hat and some nice clothes.

-Hello! How might I help you?

She tried to smile nicely to him, but he jumped the way a bunny jumps in surprise and fear as soon as you touch its fur. She frowned a bit, wondering what was up with that. He reminded her of Rosa when she had first met her.

-Are you looking for something in particular..?

-Someone… I’m looking for someone.

His voice was coarse and unsteady, as if proving he was in the middle of his growth. Charlotte looked at him a little worried now as she walked to him. He was taller than her, but because of the way he was standing, she felt like she had a little boy in front of her eyes.

-What does this person looks like?

He looked right and left, as if searching for his words. He seemed to be unsure if it was a good idea or not for him to be here. He was holding a paper in his shaking hands, and some scribble on it that she identified as the bakery’s address. She decided to go with simple questions.

-Is that person a boy or a girl?

He looked up at her, and she could tell he would be more responsive now.

-A girl.

-Good. How old is she?

-Maybe a little older than you.

-Can you tell me more? Does she have a name?

-Rosa.

Charlotte nodded at first and stopped cold when she realized the name the boy had spoken. She looked at him more carefully and remembering what Rosa had once told her, she finally recognized this young man.

-Oh my gosh, you’re Life!

She stepped back and bowed some proper greetings. Her heart was racing faster as panic took over, but she couldn’t tell why she was reacting this way. She pulled him a chair by one of the small tables that were there and rushed to the back after telling him to wait a moment. She ran to prepare some coffee, and her strange behaviour didn’t go unnoticed by Martha, who was cooking some bread by the fire.

-What’s going on?

She tried to tell her what was going on, but the words tried to come out all at once, and she had to calm down and take a deep breath before she could go on.

-Rosa’s friend is here.

Martha gave her a confused glance, before putting the buns down, getting up and looking at their customer. He was looking around, a worried look on his face and, spotting his white ear while he faced outside, she recognized him.

-That’s the boy from the Wilkes family.
-You know him?
-Sure I do. Ah, that’s right. It all happened before you came here.

She came back to check on her oven, gave it a nod and walked back towards Charlotte.

-I’ll tell you about him later. For now, make sure to serve him properly. Give him a nice cup of coffee and a bun or two. On the house.

The young girl gave her a surprised glance, as this was the first time the woman had ever let anyone take anything for free, but didn’t question her. She ran to grab some food, took the coffee and rushed back to the boy who was waiting. He jumped when she put the cup and plates down and gave her a hesitant look. She sat down in front of him, smiling.

-Rosa went on a walk earlier.

She glanced at their clock near the entrance and tried to push away her feelings of worry.

-She should be back any minute now. It’s already been a while.

He looked at her, confused, as he was obviously wondered who she was. She couldn’t help but notice how tired he looked from the black rings under his eyes. They looked like bruises, or even scars, as if they had been there for a very long time and refused to go away.

-You can call me Charlotte. I’ve heard a lot about you.
-Really?…

She started telling him about herself, about how she had arrived to this town three years ago. She left out the part about becoming from another world, as Martha had advised her; not only did it sound incredible, but most people would believe she was lying anyway. She would instead say she came from another town, making sure to stay vague, mentioning the tragic death of her parents so that people would feel uneasy about asking any more detail. She even made sure to look troubled, and those who knew her would sometimes wonder if she didn’t enjoy this act, to which the answer was yes, she did.
Life listened to her, obviously distracted by his own thoughts and, if Charlotte noticed, she paid it no mind. This boy obviously meant no harm, and just by looking at him she knew he had a lot of worries.

-So, what brings you here?
-Huh?
-I mean, how did you know that is where Rosa lived?

He looked down for a moment, seemingly trying to organize his thoughts.

-I asked merchants. I told them what she looked like, and they gave me this address… I did a lot of running around before finding it.

He grabbed a piece of bread and ate it, uneasy. Charlotte smiled at him, trying to make him understand that it was alright to eat more of it. She took a bite in one herself, before drinking from her cup of coffee. She was acting casually, the way one would act were they to take a cup of tea with acquaintances they hadn’t seen in a while.
He smiled faintly, apparently more at ease. He tried to do as she did and grabbed his own mug, but after just the first sip he started coughing, choking on it.

-Are you alright?!
-T-This is bitter…

Charlotte looked at him wide-eyed for a moment, and realizing he must never had drank coffee before, she couldn’t help but laugh. He gave her a questioning look, but seeing that she wasn’t mocking him, he couldn’t help but smile a little as he dried the tear forming in his eyes.

-Should I make you some hot chocolate instead?
-Yes, please…

She got up from her seat, grabbing his mug and walked to the back. Martha was looking at her with a smile, and seemed to have been watching the scene from the shadows. There was some kind of fondness mixed with sadness in her eyes. Charlotte didn’t dare ask any question, as she guessed she must have been reminded of her real daughter again. She simply gave her a hug, before walking to the kitchen.
She was almost done and ready to come back when she hear the door’s bell chime, announcing a new customer. She hurried up to go back to the front of the store.

-Welcome! How may…

She had to stop and take a moment to look at the scene. In the door stood Rosa, followed by some dark clothed tall man, which Charlotte couldn’t see quite well from the angle she was in. Her friend was staring wide-eyed at Life, who was staring back at her with eyes even wider. Or not exactly looking back at her; his target seemed to be the gentleman, rather.

-Life…?

Rosa’s voice was a little shaky when she looked at her friend and her eyes seemed to fill with shock and nostalgia. Charlotte thought she was about to cry and run to his arms, but instead something completely different took place; Life got up, yelled some word, which took a moment for her to analyze as ‘why’, and ran off outside the bakery, pushing his friend out of the way, who in turn fell in the gentleman’s arms. She quickly got up and ran after him, telling him to wait.
The gentleman looked in their direction for a moment, and before he could say a word, Charlotte had ran towards the door as well, shoved the hot chocolate in his hands,

-Please hold this for me for a moment,

and ran off after the two. Alexander sighed, before walking in the bakery and smiled towards Martha.

-Quite a lively morning, wouldn’t you say?

4fe 25 – Questions

It had been a morning like any other. The only difference could have been the heat, as summer was growing closer and closer. Charlotte had told her it would be a hot one, but Rosa knew that she still had troubles adapting to the weather here. Where she had come from, the cold season was not as cold and the warm season was not as warm. They even rarely had snow, which was quite shocking to someone living in a town covered with snow for five months out of twelve.

She had finished work surprisingly early today. There weren’t as many letters as usual, and Rosa had gotten pretty good at what she was doing and as such, she was done in the afternoon. Days were stretching longer and longer in daylight, and it was rare for her to finish before dark.

She had also received her thin pay for the month. She had then decided to grab the rest of their money and pay off a part of their debt again. She was walking towards the doctor’s house when a kid bumped into her and she fell to the ground. She frowned, looking back and saw that the boy hadn’t even noticed he ran into someone. He was wearing a long and dirty white scarf and she couldn’t help the feeling she had seen him somewhere before. She pushed the thought away quickly; she had seen everyone in this town at least once, after all.

She was about to get up when she realized she had dropped part of her money. She snatched it quickly and got up, only to realize a dirty young man was looking at her, grinning, eating some kind of candy. He looked up to no good.

-Hey, lady. You wanna share?

-You again, Greg? Get lost, I have no time for you today. What are you doing here anyway? This is whereclean people hang out.

Greg’s face grew red with anger and he spit out his candy. He was pumped, and Rosa couldn’t help but think he looked like a bull. He wasn’t impressing her. Soon, his two minions joined him.

-Hey, guys. The postman wants to play tag. We’re ‘it’, okay?

She didn’t wait to hear the rest of their chat, as she was already darting off towards her goal, hearing them snap insults in her back, shrugging them away. She wasn’t working right now, so she didn’t feel worried about whether or not she’d be able to reach everywhere in time. She had only one goal, and she doubted that they would be allowed in the doctor’s house in the first place. For the first time in three years, she was actually looking forward to arriving there.

As she had the house in sight, she suddenly realized she could not hear the boys anymore. She turned her head to look back and saw that a woman had caught them and they were being scolded. She grinned, feeling victorious, and bumped into a tall man wearing black just as she was turning to look back in front of her.

-S-Sorry!

She quickly got back on her feet and ran off again, without noticing that the person in question seemed quite interested in her and started walking in the same direction, curious.

She opened the door, feeling suddenly the anxiety and nervousness come back to get. She swallowed, sighed, readied herself and put her hand on the the door knob. She opened slightly and soon a voice invited her to come in, and she did, holding her money tightly.

The woman recognized her and took her money, before announcing her the amount she was supposed to pay back now; something ridiculous.

-W-What? But that’s even higher than the original amount!

-This is what interest is, child.

-But I paid off a lot already! I’ll never be able to pay this off!

-Then what do you suppose we do? Your friend lives at the bakery right now, no?

Rosa swallowed hard and glared. What did they have in mind? She couldn’t let them lay a finger on Charlotte. She would never allow it. She was in such a state of confusion, that she didn’t hear someone else enter.

-My, my.

-How may I help you, sir?

She turned to look as the newcomer dropped money on the counter; even more money that Rosa’s debt. She felt a urge to snatch it and run off with it. The lady sounded annoyed as they talked.

-Is this enough?

-Enough for what?

-To pay off this lady’s debt, of course. Or did she owe you more? I’m pretty sure I heard the amount correctly.

Rosa looked up, eyes wide with confusion. She knew that voice, that British accent. It was the gentleman that had rescued her from Greg’s gang the first time. Now that she could seem him in bright daylight, she realized his ears were cream with their tips white, and he had deep crimson eyes. She had never seen someone with red eyes before, but instead of giving him a strange appearance, it made him all the more good-looking.

Upon seeing that she was looking at him, he smiled gently and concluded the transaction. The lady didn’t seem all that pleased as she filled the papers. The young girl had guessed by now that she was the doctor’s wife and that they planned to do something with Charlotte. She had a dreading feeling that they planned exactly like what his family planned for Life; to use her as bait to lure the Queen here. They probably wanted some new jewel on their chest, or maybe move in the castle, both of which meant nothing to Rosa, and certainly nothing that was worth giving her friend away for.

The lady thanked them and wished them a nice day through what seemed like clenched teeth. The gentleman then held the door for Rosa to get out first, inviting. She obeyed, unsure what was going on and decided it was best to be polite. Once outside, they started walking for a moment, and he guided her towards streets with less and less people before he started talking.

-Rosaria Brooks, correct?

-Y-Yes…?

Upon hearing her full name, she couldn’t help but feel every hair on her body stand up. She must have had quite a horrible face, because the gentleman tried to give her soft smiles to calm her, all of which didn’t manage to make her growing feeling of danger go away.

-How do you know my name?

-James told me.

-Who?

She now looked at him with a look of pure confusion. Who was James? He looked back at her with a look of astonishment, as if he expected her to know instantly who he was talking about. He seemed to search his words carefully.

-The boy in the manor. One white ear, one black?

-Oh, you mean Life?

He obviously didn’t know what she was talking about, but seeing as there were no one else fitting that description, he nodded. She frowned.

-Who are you?

-My deepest apologies. Where are my manners?

He took his hat off his head and placed it on his chest, tilting his head down slightly, before looking at her with his eyes of ruby.

-The name’s Alexander Cavendish, at your service.

He put his hat back on his head and gently grabbed Rosa’s right hand, bringing it towards his lips, kissing her fingers. Her cheeks grew red.

-How about we make a deal?

-W-What kind of deal?

He grinned, amused, and as if to check something, he pulled on the base of her glove enough to reveal her mark. A new pulse of danger ran towards her and she pulled her hand away quickly, on her guards. There was no one around to see them, and he had brought her in a place where the buildings had no window. Nobody could spy on them here; he was clever.

-Calm down.

-Why? I don’t know you, yet you know my name, you know who Life is and you…

-I’m not here to harm you.

He looked at her in the eyes, serious. He wasn’t smiling anymore, nor acting. She shuddered and looked away, unable to fix his face any longer, looking at his feet instead. He had nice shoes, she noticed. She calmed down a bit.

-What do you want from me?

-I need a few information about Arthur.

-Who?

-Ja- Life’s brother. Tell me, how can you not know your master’s name?

Rosa’s heart was suddenly filled with hatred and disgust at the mention of her master. She glared at the gentleman who, after a slight hint of surprise, started grinning, as if he had been waiting for this signal. As if he was suddenly unsure he had the right person, as if he had been waiting for a confirmation all along, and as if she had just given it to him. She felt a ball of iron was stuck in her throat and when she spoke, her voice was cold and bitter.

-I called him ‘master’.

-I see. A carriage is waiting for me on Main street, what do you say we take it, hm? We can talk some more on the way.

-Where do you want to bring me?

-How about I bring you home? The destination does not matter as much as the ride to me.

He smiled to her again, but she could feel he was deadly interested. She felt like she was trapped in a snake, and that if she wanted to stay out of trouble, she had no choice but to obey him. After all, if he had paid off her debt that easily, she had no doubt he was capable of making her life even more miserable. What did he want to know about her master, she wondered?

She was deep in thought when they got to the carriage. He opened the door and motioned for her to get in, and she felt bitterness in her throat. She had never set foot in a carriage before. She couldn’t help but notice at the corner of her eye that Greg was there with his friends, looking in awe and curiosity. It promised nothing but trouble later, she thought as she sighed and got in. Alexander followed quickly and closed the door behind him, and after a few words with the driver, the horses got on their way. It felt strange not to walk, and any girl in her place would have the instinct of looking outside, which Rosa would have done as well if the curtains weren’t pulled over every single window there was. She swallowed, feeling very small and nervous. Alexander smiled in front of her, and she couldn’t help but feel that this place was much more luxurious than most of the ones she’d seen on the streets.

-Did you kill him?

-W-What?!

She stood up in shock, forgetting all about where she was, knocking her head hard on the ceiling. She put her hands on her wound, trying hard not to cry. What was he talking about? There was no way she could have killed him! Fear replaced shock and confusion.

-I-I was thrown out of the mansion… I learned about his death afterwards!

-Why were you thrown out?

He looked at her, serious. He didn’t believe her. Her eyes grew wide with fear.

-I don’t know! I don’t know what happened! I don’t even know how he died!

He seemed surprised and confused now, as if wondering just what he had gotten himself into. He obviously expected her to be able to answer every single one of his questions without a doubt. But she really had no idea what he was talking about. Even if she wanted to lie, she was way too confused to understand what was going on. Honesty was her best option; this man seemed to know so much more than she did, he would probably smell a lie from a mile away.

-It was written all over the newspaper. You couldn’t have missed it.

-I don’t know how to read, sir.

She looked down, embarrassed, but somehow feeling relieved to have a valuable excuse. He apologized and took off his hat to put it beside him, as if thinking this was going to take longer than he had originally expected. He cleared his throat.

-He was found poisoned in the basement, in the room I believe he has done experiments on you. Am I wrong?

Her eyes grew wide again. She had never told anyone about this. Not Life, not Charlotte, no one. Why did this man knew so much? She was starting to feel dizzy. He nodded, as if taking her reaction as a confirmation.

-Now tell me, what exactly did he test on you?

His voice had this edge to it that made you feel like lying or avoiding the question was a very bad idea. She curled up in her seat a little, hugging her knees as she tried to find a satisfying response, her head spinning faster with every word.

-He never said anything. I would wake up naked on a table with bright, blinding lights all pointed on me. I couldn’t do anything, so I’d only wait that it was over every time, but it would go on and on for hours. It was terrifying.

He looked at her in silence, neither feeling compassion nor pity, nor anything else for that matter. He stood there, expressionless, and for a moment Rosa wondered what was creepier: this man, or the memories she was forced to dig out?

She jumped a bit as he changed seats to sit next to her, as if switching strategies. She started shaking when he sat so close to her that their coats touched. He seemed about to give her some apology, but realizing she was too out of it to hear them anyway, he grabbed her and pulled her close to him instead, whispering in her ear.

-It’s alright. He’s gone now, no one is going to harm you and no one is going to be doing any more of these experiments on you.

His voice was calming and she felt the tears she had been holding back fall on her cheeks. Before she knew it, she was sobbing loudly and she was in his arms, holding him tightly, almost screaming in pain. No matter what she did, she could stop neither her tears or her cries and desperation gripped at her even more as he held her tighter, rubbing her back gently.