Archive for January, 2012

4fe 37 – Escape

The sound of her breath was the only thing she could hear. Panic coursed through her temples as she ran as fast as she could, her vision a blur; but no matter, she had to run. She had to get away, before they caught up with her. Already she could hear the sounds of the ones chasing her and, without thinking, she went to these familiar roads she walked everyday as a postman.

She knew every street by heart, where the dead ends were, where the ladders leading to the roofs were. And while she was completely in her element in the streets, she knew very well that the ones in pursuit weren’t. She didn’t dare look back, but she could hear them try to catch on and stumble on each other. She turned a tight corner, gripping it to help get by faster and through the corner of her eyes spotted a dark shape, following the best she could, eyes full of determination, yet obviously starting to be breathless.

She, too, was starting to feel her lungs burn her throat, but she wasn’t ready to give up. She was going to lose them, and she would not rest until she could be certain that they had lost her trail. She had already been caught by surprise earlier when she had come face to face with Beatrice, who had stared at her with surprised and confused eyes, but hadn’t lost a second to grip her arm firmly. She had been careful, and only when someone had bumped into her did she loosen her grip. Rosa hadn’t needed to be told twice before making a run for it and she hadn’t stopped since.

Only, she had been laying around for the past few days, had barely eaten and still had some of her pain to the head left. She felt weak, but desperate. Her right eye wasn’t exactly blind, but now she barely saw more than blurry shapes, leaving her with a huge dead angle. Before she knew it, she ran into someone she hadn’t seen coming and they both fell down on the ground. She searched for words to apologize, but her throat was burning and she found herself on her knees gasping for air.

-I’m…. so….

-Rosa, goddamn it, would you watch where you’re going?!

She only knew one person who spoke like this and she smiled, suddenly not feeling like apologizing anymore. Voices were heard from behind and she lifted her head and looked back in panic to see Beatrice coming her way. Greg saw it, too.

-Aw, shit, what did you do this time?

-I followed your suggestions, that’s what!

She got up and started running, not waiting for an answer, but the answer came from beside her, the young man following her.

-What’s that supposed to mean! I told you to go warn your stupid friends, didn’t I? Explain to me why you now have the nobles running after your tail! That doesn’t make in fucking sense!

-Well, looks like they’ve been searching for me, too!

He gave her a confused look that she missed since she wasn’t exactly looking at him and turned the next corner, spotted the entrance to the sewers that she had used to escape Greg on their first encounter and jumped in. She took a few seconds to recover and started running again, hearing someone else land pretty nicely, meaning he had followed her. She frowned in annoyance.

-Why are you following me?

-So I can beat you up for ruining my nice day!

Suddenly she felt him grab her arm and pull her over towards him, leading her to a small dark corner that was easy to miss. Before she knew it she was halfway in his arms, his hand over her mouth as he watched to see if they’d run past without seeing them. Having no strength to fight back, she decided to simply trust him as she tried to catch her breath.

Sure enough they had been followed and the clumsy footsteps and voices of the servants went pass them, not without taking their time as they tried to find their way and spot any clue. For a moment Rosa thought they were going to spot them and come back as they stopped not too far from them and she could feel Greg tense up as well. For what seemed like an eternity everyone stood in silence, ears perched up to see who would betray the first sound. Neither she nor the thug dared breathe too loudly and maybe because he was just as nervous as she was about being caught, but he pulled her closer to him, hiding her in his shadow. He wasn’t exactly soft and now she only had one more reason why she couldn’t wait until the others would leave, which they finally did after hearing someone else run into the sewers.

Luck? For a moment she wondered if Greg’s followers hadn’t followed them in there. They waited a few minutes and after making sure no one was left, both of them finally let out a sigh and allowed themselves to relax. But before she could really feel relieved, she was welcomed with a good kick to the sides and fell down on the ground again.

-What do they want? Why are they looking for you?

-I-I don’t know.

-Liar! The nobles never send out their army after someone who did nothing! What the hell did you do to them?!

He had this strange intensity in his voice and eyes, as if he was blaming her for all the commotion they caused in the area. Frustration lit up his eyes as she didn’t answer him, trying to remember if she had ever done something worthy of their wrath. They couldn’t know that she had seen Life, and his brother was supposedly dead. What did they want with her now?

She was snatched away from her thoughts before she could get up by the young man who had lost his patience and grabbed her by the collar, forcing her to be at eye level with him. She looked away.

-Just what is your connection with the nobles? Come to think of it, you pretty much appeared out of nowhere four years ago.

-I-I once was once of their slaves.

-Bullshit. There’s no slave that gets out of there alive.

-It’s the truth!

He was about to give her a good punch in the face when she showed him her right hand. She had removed her glove while talking and was now showing him that mark she hated so much. The one she had tried to rip away, the one that was ripping away all her pride, that thing that labelled her as an object. His expression was slightly shocked and he let her go, and while she hadn’t been sure he’d know what it was, he seemed to very well know that this was the mark of a slave.

-So basically you ran away from their grasp and now that they’ve found you they’re going to try and get you back? What are you, fucking stupid?

-I didn’t run away! My master died, alright! They fired me! I don’t even get it myself, but that’s what happened!

She pulled her hat over her head and closed her eyes shut, feeling overwhelmed by all this. Her trembling tail rolled itself up around her leg and either she looked very pitiful, either she looked honest, but as a result the thug looked at her with a deadly silence. Tears came rolling down her cheeks as she didn’t understand what was going on or what she should do anymore. Her whole body was shaking now.

-So let me get this straight. You’re a slave. Your master died. And you ran away. And why didn’t they search for you until now? Heck, I didn’t know nobles would let their slaves slip away so easily. You weren’t even hiding!

He crossed his arms, waiting for an answer, but she was just as confused as he was. Then she remembered Beatrice’s eyes and what she had said upon seeing her. You…?

She hadn’t been angry nor upset, but her eyes had showed surprise, as if she hadn’t expected to see her at all. And it was true they hadn’t searched for her, not even once. She felt dizzy with the conclusion she came to and had to step back and let her back rest on the wall as she answered him.

-Maybe they thought I was dead.

-Dead? How can they think you were dead when they threw you out!

-I don’t know, alright? I can’t even remember how I ended up on the streets… I can’t remember who threw me out.

-Are you fucking retarded? Maybe your head did get slammed into a wall too many times.

-Stop calling me names! I don’t even know if you’re helping or picking on me right now!

She glared at him while he showed no particular expression, before sighing and scratching his hair in frustration. He glared back at her and gave her a kick to her knee, which made her fall down.

-Don’t provoke me, you little shit, or I’m giving them a nice little package.

-So what, you’re helping?

-If they get their hands on you, we’ll never see your ugly face around here ever again, right? Then your friend is going to be sad and she’s going to come crying and we’ll never hear the end of it. She’s already annoying enough as it is when you’re just missing. She’ll get in real trouble if you get caught.

-Why do you even care?

-Look, I don’t give a shit about you, you’re ugly as hell. But I don’t like pretty girls that get hurt, you get me?

She looked down, unable to look at him in the eye. To her, his words didn’t mean all that much, but for some reason this whole conversation was getting on her nerves. When had he taken such a liking to Charlotte?

-What do you suggest? I can’t very well walk the streets while they’re still there.

-Then I’ll go at the bakery.

4fe 36 – Hiding

-What do you think that means?

Life gave a worried look to Charlotte, but she didn’t seem to understand why he was fretting. They were in a ventilation vent, a really cramped place, but they could see through a few slits what was going on downstairs. It was nothing comfortable, but when the young man had woken her up and explained the situation, she had instantly directed them there. Now she was grumpy because she had to be squeezed so close to him. He was starting to feel a little irritated at her new hatred towards him, as if she blamed him for Rosa’s disappearance.

-I don’t know, what’s your point?

-Arthur is my brother. I think they’re talking about Rosa.

At first she seemed about to shrug it off, but something seemed to click in her mind, as if she was finally placing pieces of a puzzle back together and she looked at him with a mix of confusion and understanding.

-Wait, Rosa was a slave for your brother?!

-Well, I don’t think she was a slave… more like a maid?

-No, no. She told me for sure she was working as a slave.

The both of them looked at each other as if they were talking about a completely different story. Life frowned. He had never heard anything about slavery! Why didn’t anyone ever told him? Now he felt like an idiot. He scratched his head with a grumble. Suddenly he felt as if maybe he didn’t know a thing about Rosa after all. If she was indeed working that way for his brother, a lot of things now made sense.

-Why is this so complicated…? Why did she never tell me?

Charlotte gave him a look of pity, as if she felt sorry for him to know something he didn’t. As if she expected him to know everything about the girl. Now he wondered just what kind of relationship did they share, and what was his place in all of it.

-I’m sorry, I thought…

-Huh? You thought what?…

-I thought you were more than friends, maybe?

She blushed as she said that and looked away, seemingly feeling ashamed. Understanding just what she was implying he blushed as well, thought part of his mind had trouble assimilating the information and he was utterly unable to imagine himself in a couple with Rosa.

-Oh. Well, if it makes you feel any better… I’m not sure you can even call us close friends.

He felt a pang of loneliness as he said that. That’s right. He knew nothing about her. All this time he had been imagining things, imagined a life like there were in the books. He felt as if the reality of things was finally catching up on him and crushing him. But somewhere inside of him, he felt a newborn determination, something he had never felt before.

-I’ll bring her back.

-What are you, stupid? You can’t come out, you heard them! Your whole family’s probably in town, searching for you!

-And they’ll keep coming back until they find me. If I don’t go now, who knows what will happen to Rosa? What if they kill her? Oh, Alex already said something about her killing my brother!

-What are you mumbling on about? Who’s Alex?

So she didn’t know who he was? He had expected her to, considering what had happened a few days earlier. Then again, a lot of things had happened, all the more confusing than the others and she had stayed behind after all. Now that he thought about it, he hadn’t explained much things to her, just as she hadn’t told him much of anything either. Forgetting where he was laying down, he tried to get up and hit his head for the second time already.

-Would you mind behind careful? They probably heard that!

-Sorry. And Alex is the gentleman that came into your bakery a while ago.

-You mean the one that made everyone so worked up? You looked so traumatized when you saw him. No. Betrayed.

She said that like nothing, but Life felt it like a sharp needle. He hadn’t meant to put that face on. He hadn’t meant to run away, but it had been stronger than him.

-Come to think of it, why did you run away from home, Life?

-You talk a lot, you know that?

He sighed, feeling a little ashamed of his sudden outburst. He hadn’t meant to be so blunt, but she was starting to make him feel naked. She waited patiently for him to speak, not without looking obviously insulted.

-I just couldn’t take it anymore. Everyone just forced me to study all the time and do nothing else.

-What’s the big deal? That sounds like Mage, but Mage didn’t run away from home.

Now he felt even more hurt and stupid. He frowned, trying to convince himself that she didn’t understand the situation he was in, but he found no good argument to convince even himself. Frustration made his cheeks hot with embarrassment.

What did she know about him? What was there to know? All he had done, his whole life, was study. All he could do was learn and learn some more. When Alexander had first showed up, he had been filled with hope. But after three years he had been forced to realize that he wasn’t there to help him. He was there for his own purposes, while he, on the other hand, was an opportunity, a tool easy to use and manipulate. It was all too obvious what to know what he wanted.

He wanted some slack. Was he asking too much? He wasn’t sure anymore. Noise coming from under them snatched him from his thoughts. New voices had joined in to the familiar ones and Life’s determination was thinning out with every new spoken word.

-Can I help you?

-We’re searching for Mr. Wilkes’ son, who has vanished a few days ago.

-Oh, has he now?

-Yes, and we would be very pleased if you would cooperate with us. Do you mind if we take a look around?

-Don’t be ridiculous. There’s no such boy here. You better not break any of my things or you’ll hear me out!

There were a few grumbles and steps could be heard walking around, getting upstairs. Life gave a worried glance to Charlotte, which seemed just as nervous as she was. He wasn’t sure why, but somehow it felt a little reassuring. Maybe he thought she’d think he was being immature about not wanting to go back to his studies, maybe she thought he was stupid for running away and hiding for it. But now he felt like she didn’t want to be caught anymore than he did. He wasn’t even sure if she was scared for him or herself, but it felt a little less scary.

He thought he was finally calming down when the steps were heard in the room next to them. Both of them held their breath, certain they would be caught any second, highly aware of their heartbeat, feeling that their panic would be oozing out of the vent. Any second now, Life expected the small door to be opened.

-Do you think they might be in there?

-What are you, stupid? Do you really think someone as tall as this brat fits in there?

-Well, never hurts to look, right? What if that woman hides something in there?

-Can I help you, messieurs?

The steps shuffled for a moment and some excuses were mumbled, but Life couldn’t hear any of it. He was doing his best not to move, ignoring the annoying foot cramp that decided to point itself out. To make matters worse, Charlotte had slightly shifted and her hand was now resting on his tail, putting all her weight on it, unaware. He bit his lips, trying his best not to move or let out any noise.

The unwanted visitors stayed there for a long time, every second feeling like an eternity. Finally they left, and before he had the chance to, he felt the young girl beside him sigh with relief. He felt her breath in his back and for a moment wondered just how close she was to him. Then he remembered the sharp pain in his tail. He tried his best to whisper, hoping she’d hear him and the others would not.

-Ch-Charlie… my tail… you’re on my tail…

-Sh, I hear something!

-You’re on my…

He couldn’t finish his sentence as a hand suddenly appeared on his mouth to shut him up. She was right, someone had come back into the room. He felt tears come to his eyes, unable to take this anymore. The steps got closer and closer to their hiding place, obviously aiming for it. Some clothes shifted as the intruder bent down. Charlotte started shaking. That was it. They knew they were there. The door slid to the side and a familiar voice spoke.

-It’s alright, kids. They’re gone now.

4fe 35 – Distractions

-Any luck finding her?

The look Charlotte gave her, before sighing and replying on the negative meant everything. She looked so sad and discouraged, Martha couldn’t help but feel her own heart hurt. She wished there was something she could do to cheer up her adopted daughter, but she wasn’t Rosa herself. There was a limit to distractions she could offer. Life pat her back, worried as well, but was pushed back quickly by the young girl.

-How about we all take a break and sip a nice hot chocolate with scones? Or would you rather have some cookies?

While the boy had replied with a smile that he was delighted at the idea, Charlotte had simply walked by them in silence and went upstairs to, Martha suspected, curl up in her bed. She sighed with worry.

-Maybe I should go check on her.

-I don’t think that would change anything at all, boy.

His ears dropped at the comment and he looked down, but his eyes showed that he knew she was right. He grabbed his arm tightly with his hand and his voice betrayed all the sadness he was hiding in front of the young girl. She put a motherly hand on his head, petting his hair gently.

-If only Rosa would come back…

-Come on, what would you like to eat?

-Des biscuits au chocolat, isn’t that right? James loves cookies!

They both jumped and turned to see a fine young lady had entered the bakery. She wore an apron and a dress, had a small basket under her arm and the kind of smile simple girls had when they were happy about the weather. She seemed to be in a great mood. Neither of them had to ask her to introduce herself to know who she was.

-Ally! W-What are you doing here…?

-Oh, you’re such a naughty, naughty boy. Have you been hiding here this whole time? Your father has been worrying sick over you!

With a nice face such as she had, it was hard to believe she really was scolding the young man, which made Martha wonder if she planned to take him back at all. Life stepped back a bit to hide behind the baker, like a child would hide behind their mother if they felt any sort of danger around.

-Alicia, dear, I doubt you’re here simply to pester this boy. I’ve heard a lot about some kind of commotion in the poor area of town today, would you happen to know anything about it?

-Oh, Martha! Always spot on, you are. As a matter of fact, I thought your special bread would be simply delightful for supper! Oh, please tell me you still have enough!

Of course Alicia was an old friend of Martha, and she knew her to be quite caring and aloof. She always cared more about everyone’s well being than orders and for some reason always managed to get away with everything she did. But now she wondered if she really was on her own doing some shopping. After all, some earlier clients had talked about commotion and, from what they were saying, the nobles were visiting the poor district of town. Now not only this usually happened very rarely, but they had come in autumn as well, about half a year ago, which was very unusual.

Maybe Life had something to do with it, and Alicia was the perfect person to ask some details to. Martha was thankful that she had made it here first.

-Dear boy, would you mind going to check on Charlotte? Tell her I have an important client here and I can’t have anyone bothering me for a couple of hours.

She winked at the boy and hoped that they would both get the message and hide somewhere. He looked at her with scared eyes, before nodding seriously, seemingly understanding her. He rushed to the stairs, looking back at them, before finally disappearing in the shadows. She waited until he was completely gone before turning to her guest.

-Now, my dear, would you like something to drink while I prepare your bread?

-Oh, tu sais quoi? I’d love some milk! I also brought a few pastries for you. They’re a new recipe I tried out yesterday and I had some leftovers. They’d go along perfectly with some milk!

-If you offer me some pastries, then the milk is on the house.

They both smiled at each other, talking like friends who hadn’t seen each other in a long time, like this was casual an normal. For a moment she’d almost hope that the cook would forget all about seeing Life in here, but a loud noise was heard on the ceiling, interrupting her thoughts and making her frown. Just what in the world were these two doing upstairs? Oh, how she hoped they’d be hiding, and hiding well.

-My, my, James sure makes a bad job at staying invisible. He’s not giving you too much trouble, is he?

She was about to reply her something when she realized what Alicia had just said. Wasn’t she going to bring him back? Her eyes looked worried and honest, and for a moment Martha was utterly confused.

-What do you mean?

-Oh, Martha, I’m sure you know by now. The head master is looking everywhere for him. They even had me prepare dinner an hour early, can you believe it? Ces saletés de rats!

-Tell me dear… did you come here to warn me?

-Of course my dear, I do need your special bread, you understand.

She winked at her and Martha couldn’t help but feeling relief flood over her.

-Oh, Alicia dear. Let’s go to the back and have a talk! It’s been way too long.

-Oui, oui! It’s been forever indeed! I’ve heard the strangest of rumours on my way here. While I was casually walking past all this mayhem in the poor district to come see an old friend, I heard that they found a ghost!

-What do you mean, a ghost?

-Well, you know. When you find someone who died nearly four years ago and they are in the flesh in front of you, you can only call them a ghost! And it was my little Beth who did catch her.

-And who exactly would that ghost be…?

Somehow, Martha didn’t like where this conversation was leading at all. She didn’t know why, but she had a very bad feeling about it.

-Oh, just one of Arthur’s slaves, who had vanished just as he died. Oh, this poor, poor girl. What will they ever do to her?