4fe 57 – Karma

Benjamin woke up with a yawn. He stretched his arms for a long time, enjoying the feeling in his muscles. While he wasn’t particularly a sadist, nor was he very fond of feeling pain on his own body, he had this sort of captivation towards it. Pain, torture, death; it all had an exciting ring to it.

Never once in his life had he to physically torture somebody, but the knowledge had proven itself quite useful on a few occasions. Threatening nuisances and describing every single thing you will do to them would paint the most beautiful expression on their scared little faces. The young man smiled just thinking about it, relaxing and letting himself fall back on the rear seat of the abandoned carriage in which he had spent the night, munching on a piece of grass. The scrap yard was one of his favourite places to stay in. It also had the trill of rusty metal parts jutting everywhere, menacing to slice your skin and potentially infect you to death.

Someone yelled and swore somewhere down from his pile of vehicles and he grinned in satisfaction. He yawned one last time and looked through the hole that was once a door, arms comfortably placed behind his head, legs folded over one another.

 

-Yo, Gregory.

-Shit, stupid dump…

 

He looked up at the place his follower was in and for a moment seemed to try and consider how he had even managed to get up there.

 

-Get down here, will you?

 

For a moment he wondered about making a smug remark and staying where he was; then he realized that taunting his boss would only result in his nest getting broken down. It wasn’t worth it.

With a sigh, he jumped swiftly down, knowing every stable step. He bore an annoyed expression, hands plugged in his pockets, before he noticed Greg had sliced his leg pretty bad. Then he noticed the different shirt.

 

-Woah, I didn’t know you actually had a wardrobe.

-Cut the crap, will you?

 

He looked away, and was that blushing? Suddenly sort of disgusted, he didn’t feel like asking about his clothes anymore, feeling it might had something to do with that girl.

 

-In any case, you should check on that wound before it gets infected. Stuff around here is nasty.

-I know, thanks.

-What can I do for you?

-Do you know some place where we can burn a lot of crap down and not get noticed?

 

A spark of interest showed up in Benjamin’s mind. Burning stuff down sounded fun. He hoped Greg had come to fetch him to take care of the destroying, whatever it was.

 

-You’re in the right place. What do you want to burn down?

-Some, uh… rotten shit. Kind of.

-Kind of…?

 

The young man in front of him sighed in annoyance. His anger was rising, no doubt, but that was fine by Benjamin. Whenever his boss got angry, he also got stupid, and that made it easier to snatch information out of him.

 

-Just bring the stuff to me, I’ll take care of it.

-She’ll probably want to watch it burn until the fire’s out.

-Wait, so your girl is keeping… rotten stuff… and she wants it burned. Are you talking about drugs?

-No!

-Sounds like nasty shit, man. You in trouble?

 

Greg grumbled, snatched something in his pocket, seemed hesitant for a moment and motioned for his follower to take it, which he did. He looked at what was in his hand and a shiver ran through his spine. He was right, the thing, a necklace maybe, looked completely black and rotten, nearly impossible to make it out. Something about it was trying to pull him in, but rather than scare the crap out of him, he found it sort of… exciting. He played with it in his fingers, betraying no emotion, while the other delinquent looked at him, obviously impatient.

 

-Definitely not drugs.

-Of course not!

-And you say she has a lot more of this crap to burn down?

-Yeah. All of the things she brought with her from her former place look like this.

-Is it some kind of disease?

-Who knows! But I can tell you I’ve had the worse possible luck ever since I got my hands on this thing.

 

He motioned for his leg. His pants had a rip in them, something well about eight inches. Through it we could see that the wound, nearly as big, was bleeding abundantly.

 

-You mean like this? What else happened?

-My sister managed to get a hold of me and scolded me for a whole damn hour, some kid throwing rocks managed to catch me even though I was freaking running and I slipped on a wet road and hit my jaw on the stone pretty bad.

 

A burst of laughter welcomed the young man, who obviously grew angrier by the second; Benjamin had a hard time trying to catch his breath enough to say something.

 

-That’s… that’s called k-karma, man.

-Kar-what?

-You deserve every shit happening to you for being such a jerk.

 

A punch right in the stomach welcomed the laughing older man, cutting off his breath for a moment. Benjamin knew that his head would have been the target if he hadn’t been so tall. He pondered for a moment whether to reply or not as his hilarity calmed down, and decided he deserved it. Off in the distance someone else was beckoning for them, most likely Thomas. The two looked at each other with a look of conspiracy and hurried up their conversation before the other man caught up to them.

 

-Alright, listen. You bring the girl and her stuff right here when fatso over there’s out of the way. I doubt you want him involved, if you went through the trouble of catching me so early. I’ll keep on to this thing for you.

-Thanks, man.

-Let’s find him some alcohol and a girl or two and then we can get started.

 

His boss gave him a strange look, one Benjamin decided to take as a mix of respect and shudder, probably thinking about how much of a mischievous plan that sounded like. But that was okay, because Benjamin secretly enjoyed being an evil genius. The unaware third wheel caught up to them and gave them a curious look.

 

-What’s going on here? You guys look like a bunch of gossiping old ladies.

-Gossiping old ladies? Well, maybe I am, but I doubt the boss could be.

 

Benjamin smiled mysteriously at him and received an even stranger look. Greg was oddly calm, or maybe nervous.

 

-Dude, what’s up with him?

-Girl troubles.

-Ew. I tell you man, just sleep with her and be done with it.

 

The two glared at each other for a while and the tall one sighed.

 

-You know Gregory believes in marriage. No sex before you get the ring.

-Believe what you want, man, but I’m telling you. You’ll feel much better once you realize it’s better to do whatever the hell you want and get every girl you see than chaining yourself up to a single one.

 

As was to be expected, the two of them started fighting, while Benjamin simply slipped away; sometimes being the smart one meant you had to shut up and watch the other two cave men fight it out like dogs trying to determine who the dominant one was. As to be expected, Greg came out victorious despite having his leg injury kicked various times when the other saw there a weakness. More like an instant anger button, according to its effect. He stood up and caught his breath, still oddly preoccupied and silent, though Thomas probably didn’t catch any of it. These two would keep this on all day if he didn’t step in and stop them.

 

-Are you done? Hey, fatso. I’m asking you if you’re done being stupid.

-Shut up, twig.

-Anyhow, my sister was searching for someone to go to the pub with, and I thought you might be interested.

-You mean the hot one?

-I only have one sister, idiot.

-Damn right I am!

-Cool. I don’t know where she’s at now, so you might need to search around town a bit.

 

Thomas grinned widely, before dashing off out of the yard, unsuspecting. Greg, however, seemed to have caught on.

 

-Is your sister really searching for a partner…?

-My sister is out of town. He’s going to be pretty busy trying to find her, and you know how my family is going to mislead him into believing anything.

-Sometimes, you’re scary evil.

 

For a moment the two men simply stood there, watching the spot where their idiot friend had vanished from. They were waiting until they could be certain he wouldn’t be around to catch on that they were plotting something without him, or see them sneaking up to the bakery.

 

-Actually, there is something else I’d like to ask of you.

-Sure. But you owe me an explanation. Of everything.

4fe 56 – Anxiety

-Greg!

 

He was in the middle of a discussion with Thomas and Benjamin when he heard his name, followed by quick footsteps and harsh breathing. He turned around to see someone covered in a black cloak from head to toe, stopping near him and bending over to catch their breath, and it took him a moment to recognize Charlotte. He lifted an eyebrow at her, wondering just what in the world was that dress up when she lifted her head back up again and looked at him straight in the eye. She looked awfully worried.

 

-Can you come with me? It’s important.

-What’s the matter?

-I can’t talk here.

 

Something about the urgency and distress in his voice was unsettling and worried him. She had never worn the cape she had on before, and he had never seen something quite like it before. It looked like it was made of silk, completely black, with a red ribbon neatly bordering it; it looked like it would be worth quite a lot. Somehow he knew she hadn’t gotten this in the market place. He couldn’t see her face well because of the hood, and it was hiding most of her body too; but he didn’t fail to notice she was bare foot.

 

-… Okay.

-Huh?!

 

His followers both gave him an astonished glance, but he didn’t respond. They must have caught on that something serious was happening, because they exchanged uncertain glances and even Thomas didn’t dare make a sarcastic comment.

 

-But what about that brat, boss?

-Yeah, I thought we were going to show ‘em today!

-I’ll deal with it later.

-Aw, man. Ever since you got involved with that girl, you…

 

They looked just about ready to complain more, but one glare from him and they both shut their trap, swallowing hard. Benjamin pushed the short guy back, before he could say anything out of place again.

 

-We’ll keep them busy until you come back.

 

He nodded to them and turned back to Charlotte only to realize the girl had already started walking back towards the bakery. He yelled out her name, yet she didn’t stop to wait for him and he grumbled a bit before running after her. She was acting weird. Way too weird for him to be comfortable. She was already by the bakery when he caught on. She stopped and waited by the door, as if finally waiting for him, and when she glanced his way he couldn’t help but notice a black stain on her face a little over her nose, right next to her eye.

 

-Hey, seriously, what’s with the urgency and not saying a word, huh?

-Just open the door.

 

Again with the orders! He raised a finger with the intention of complaining, but as he was about to speak out he paused, looked at her some more, then decided to just drop it with a sigh and did as she said. No point arguing over it if it didn’t save time, especially considering how worried he was.

Without another word she stormed inside and went straight upstairs, to her room he guessed, without even so much as a glance to Martha who was waiting by the counter. He looked inside, overwhelmed and bewildered, still holding the door open. Okay, now what. He hadn’t seen her in a while, not since that last time she had told him so many things. He had needed some time to digest all of it, some time on his own and now she just showed up in the streets to look for him while he was taking care of his business, acting all weird? He glanced at the shop keeper.

 

-What’s wrong with her?!

-Beats me, boy. She hasn’t talked to me in a month.

 

He looked at the woman a little longer and didn’t fail to notice how old she looked. The spark of life that she always had seemed to be gone and replaced by some exhaustion and he unexpectedly felt sorry for her. She glared at him after a moment, as if proving him wrong and showing him that she still had energy left.

 

-Close the door already, it’s cold outside!

-You say that, yet you let her leave without any shoes on!

 

She let out a long sigh and rubbed her eyes, and for the first time in ever, he didn’t feel like being a jerk any longer and decided to leave her alone. He quickly made his way upstairs, before Martha decided that he wasn’t welcome anymore and he should leave, no matter the state he was in.

The door to Charlotte’s room was half open, with the entrance just wide enough for her to make her way in. The light was on even though it was so bright from the morning light. She was inside, her back to him and she let her hood fall off, before turning to him.

 

-Get in and close the door behind you.

 

She briskly walked to the windows and pulled on the curtains while he did as she said, and once he had executed, she motioned for him to sit on the bed. He grumbled a little in annoyance, but after a sigh did as she wished, crossed his legs and looked at her.

 

-What now?

 

She walked to stand in front of him, a strange expression on her face, something close to determination, but not quite; with a hint of fear in it. She started struggling with the cape and took it off as he looked away quickly and blushing when he realized she was wearing nothing but her underwear. What the hell?!

 

-Look at me!

-What?!

 

He was still uncertain about all of this and he still didn’t dare to look, but as she was obviously waiting for this he swallowed hard and started to turn back slowly, his eyes still shut tight. What did she plan to do with him? It was the only thing that was going on in his mind, looping over and over again and he wondered if it had been a wise decision to follow her after all.

But as he set eyes on her as she had demanded, he understood. There was a huge stain on her chest and hands, the edges of it dotted and slightly paler. A few random places on her arms, neck and legs looked similar, places she would scratch at often, from the looks of her reddened skin. It took him a moment to realize she was wearing a necklace, because of how dark it was. She looked like she was covered in charcoal and, upon seeing it, fear gripped at his throat and he wondered if he wasn’t going to throw up. His legs were shaking too, and what was up with this rotting smell? She looked at her own hands for a moment.

 

-All of the things I brought from my world look the same.

-What does that mean?…

 

She looked up again, before walking to the corner of the room where a pile of things were placed. She came back with a few things in hand; a leather book, things to write and some clothes, including the cape she had on earlier. She dropped all of them on the floor, save from the diary, which she opened up and showed him. All of the pages were more of less blackened, and most words were hard to make out. The objects on the floor all gave off the feeling that they were rotting away.

 

-I wrote down everything I knew in this. Everything I ever learned, everything about the world I came from. But now that thing that ate it up somehow followed me, and it’s growing faster and faster…

 

Her hands started shaking as she went on, tears falling on her cheeks. He started at her with wide eyes, still too shocked to be able to respond properly.

 

-If I touch anything, it leaves a stain. But it washes off easily if it’s something that comes from this world. At least, if you take care of it right away…

 

She grabbed her head and slowly fell to her knees.

 

-I’m so scared… I don’t know what to do. I didn’t know where to search for help. I don’t want to die.

-W-wait, what are you saying?! Nobody said anything about dying, right?

 

He felt his heart ache with every heartbeat and his throat tighten. She was just talking nonsense to him. He didn’t understand, he didn’t get any of this. So what if her skin had some black on it? She didn’t seem to have any symptom, right? She didn’t seem to be suffering, she only had stains on her! If anything, he could probably wash them off with soap, just like paint, as if all of this was nothing but a bad joke! He swallowed hard, his head spinning. He had to get a grip on himself.

 

-Are you… feeling ill?

 

She took a moment before answering, as if she was trying to think about it, but the wait was incredibly painful, feeding off his anxiety.

 

-I don’t think so. My heart sometimes acts up, and I get dizzy, but that’s it.

-Do you remember when these stains started showing up?

 

Once again she took a moment to respond and he did the best he could to try and stay rational about this, whatever it meant considering he was dealing with something straight out of a fairy tale, pushing down all of his feelings of dread. She looked up at him, her eyes thoughtful.

 

-I opened up my diary, and one of the stones had a stain. That stone is gone now, though; it was the first thing to be eaten up completely…

-And the ones on you?

-I only noticed them afterwards, after I closed down my book. They weren’t there the day before for sure, as I recall taking a bath.

 

He put a hand on his chin for a moment, thinking deeply. He wasn’t exactly looking at anything in particular, as he was lost in thought, but his eyes were set on her necklace as the girl in front of him had sat down properly now. He wasn’t even sure what he was looking for, and while he wasn’t one to believe in ghosts and superstition, a shudder ran down his spine and something inside of him told him that this thing was evil. He shook his head off to try and clear his mind.

 

-Did you do anything weird that day?

-What do you mean?

-That thing comes from your world right?… I don’t know what I’m saying, but maybe you did something weird. Something that reminded that… plague… that you were tasty. I remember you telling me it fed off from magic or whatever.

 

Fuck, he felt like he was making so much shit up right now. This wasn’t a game, so why was his brain telling him it was just like a puzzle?… He put a hand on his forehead and welcomed the unexpected coolness of it.

 

-I was rather upset that day… I think… I vaguely remember wishing I was back into my own world.

 

She had this feeling of shame written all over her as she admitted it. Then something seemed to click into her mind.

 

-Oh, right. The stain wasn’t on my fingers at first. The necklace I’m wearing was blackened a bit, and after touching it, it came off on my hands.

 

Alright, that was it. That thing was fucking evil. Without giving it a second thought, he reached out for it and gave it a harsh thug, breaking it off. Charlotte gave him shocked, wide eyes as he did so. He was about to tell her that he wasn’t going to let her touch any of that thing ever again when he felt a burning feeling in his palm. What the hell was that?!

He looked at it only to have the overwhelming feeling of danger come from it. It felt as if a hungry beast was locking its sight on him, to see whether or not he would taste good. He threw the thing to the ground and realized he was shaking again, tears burning away at his eyes.

 

-Greg!!

 

He snapped back to reality and looked at her. Shock and worry soon led place to relief as he was calming down. He looked at his hand to see some sort of black ashes. He rubbed his fingers together and it spread slightly, just like charcoal would. He smelled them, but it only had a very faint odour of mold.

 

-You scared me… Don’t do that again. I don’t know what I’d do if I got you infected.

-Forget about that. And that thing. Don’t touch it. It’s scary as shit. I’m not letting wear it.

-What?! But that’s the only thing I have left from Mage! Besides, I’ve been wearing that necklace for nearly four years now, my neck is going to feel all naked now!

-I don’t care, you’re not wearing that! Here.

 

He reached for his own neck, grabbing the one he was wearing. It was nothing fancy, simply a bear tooth on a strip of leather that he had crafted himself, but it would have to do. He put it around her neck and she bristled slightly, scared that he might touch her. He didn’t really care if he got contaminated. He wasn’t going to give up on her, and if that meant catching whatever she had, so be it. He’d rather catch it now and be done with it, than wait on and fear it.

 

-But… I’ll dirty it!

-What, do you think that it’s not? I don’t recall being sparkling clean.

 

She was obviously out of words at his reply, and while he would have usually smirked at how priceless her face was, he did not. He was still too tensed up to allow himself to be laid back.

 

-I’ll hold on to that from now on. How do you suggest we get rid of it?

-I think… it would be best to burn off all of the things I brought with me.

 

She had a pained expression on her face, but while she seemed sad over the thought, it felt like she had made up her mind.

 

-I get the feeling that in a way, the things I brought along with me are some sort of paradox here. They shouldn’t exist. I need to make them disappear.

-Aren’t you going to miss them?

-Well, yes, obviously… But I should never have brought them here to begin with. It’s better this way.

-And what about you?

-I don’t… know how it’ll affect me. After all, I did grow ears and a tail, and so far none of that has a single stain. Maybe I’ll be fine. Maybe I won’t. But there are things I need to do.

 

She had a serious expression on her face. Whatever decision she had made, he could feel that she wasn’t going to give up on anytime soon. He sighed.

 

-You’re going to London, aren’t you?

-H-how did you figure that out?

-It wasn’t that hard. Heh.

 

He put a hand on his face, a bitter smile painting itself behind it.

 

-Is there nothing I can do to win…?

-What are you talking about…?

-Feels like Rosa is always one step ahead of me.

 

She gave him a strange look, one of pity maybe, one he didn’t want to see, so he turned his head away, ears low, feeling a little ashamed for speaking out. Yet a terrible sadness filled his entire being, something he had never felt before, and his heart ached with it. He grabbed his shirt tightly in that area, wishing for it to stop.

 

-Just… tell me one thing.

-What is it…?

-Rosa said something… It’s been haunting me ever since, I can’t get it out of my mind.

 

She gave him a confused look, but he could feel that she was feeling tense and nervous, probably worried about what had been said. He knew he should be looking at her in the eye, yet he couldn’t bring himself to.

 

-She said… that she raped you.

-W-what?!

 

He could feel that Charlotte was suddenly flustered and confused about his statement. He put a hand to his forehead, feeling uneasy about asking that. Goddamn it, why did that idiot’s words, obviously said in a hurry, as an excuse, stayed so fresh in his mind? He wished he could have forgotten about it.

 

-I-I think rape is a pretty big word to explain it.

-What do you mean?

-Well, she… she touched my ears and kissed me. But then she apologized and ran off.

 

He glanced at her, her cheeks bright red as she stared intently at the floor. Then her expression completely vanished and for a moment he was worried that she was feeling unwell, until she sneezed. He stared at her in disbelief.

 

-You’re so dense. Aren’t you even a little bit ashamed?

-It’s the truth, I’m telling you! She really stormed out on me and,

-I’m not talking about that, stupid. You’ve been in your underwear this whole time, right in front of a man, and you know I have my eyes on you.

-O-oh…

 

He sighed heavily, unsure what to think about all of this, but seeing as she was obviously getting cold, he stood up, put down his suspenders and started unbuttoning his shirt. She seemed to be having many strange thoughts as she looked at him and he didn’t dare try to guess any of them. He felt his face hot with embarrassment as he threw it on her face.

 

-Put this on, for God’s sake!

-God…?

 

She hadn’t moved at all and for a moment he thought about how stupid she looked. He started wondering if he was going to have to put that stupid shirt on her himself. What was she mumbling about now…?

 

-That’s right, I haven’t prayed in a long time…

4fe 55 – Melody

A beautiful song filled the house as she was cleaning it up. It was a classical song, one usually well known, but she couldn’t put her finger on it. Was this one of Beethoven’s symphonies? Somewhere hidden in nostalgia she was reminded of the days where she would constantly listen to the fifth symphony’s third movement, her favourite piece he had written. Ah, those were the days.

While the piece she was currently listening to certainly wasn’t an original song, the one playing it was giving it great justice, rendering it with the fingers of a master. That young man was certainly talented for his age. Every day the lady would place big hopes into him, and now Kassidy could see why. She wasn’t one to pay attention to someone’s colours, as she was more interested in their heart, and how their personality worked out. The colours of the soul always were the most beautiful ones, she’d tell her husband, who would simply look up from his paper, nod and smile at her, before going back to reading.

The sound of broken glass came to her ears and she felt sorry for the new slave. She was so clumsy and nervous; how many dishes had so broken so far…? She let her broom rest on one of the walls before going to check on Rosa and see if she was alright.

The girl was crouched down in the middle of the kitchen with hands on her head, one of her arms bleeding next to her rolled up sleeve, yet she barely seemed to have noticed it. She was trembling and looked terrified.

 

-Are you alright, child?

-This song… His brother would always play it…

-Did he, now?

-Yes… but it’s so much softer when Life plays it.

 

Her eyes seemed to soften a little, as if she calmed down and started to enjoy it. The maid smiled softly as she too crouched down to be at the same height as her. Over the last month or so, she had learned to understand this girl better and how to deal with her.

 

-Now, now, does your arm hurt? You cut yourself and it’s bleeding, we should check on that.

-H-huh…? Did I?

 

She looked at it and her eyes showed no particular emotion, as if she was looking at someone else’s injury. It didn’t seem too deep, but just looking at it and Kassidy felt like she could feel the girl’s pain, shivers running through her cheeks.

 

-No, I… I don’t even feel it. It doesn’t hurt at all.

-Well, let’s still clean it up, just in case. We wouldn’t want that infected now, would we?

 

She nodded and they both got up. She walked to go get the broom and, on her way back to the mess, noticed the girl poking her own injury, and she had to look somewhere else as she walked by. Please don’t do that, it hurts to just look at it…! She sighed a bit as she started cleaning up the broken glass and realized, not without relief, that it was one of Davis’ old mugs, and not something important that the lady would notice right away. Upstairs, the beautiful melody went on and on, giving some kind of light and slow feeling to the whole day.

 

-Let’s take a look at this, now…

 

She put the broom back on the wall and grimaced as she heard it fall on the ground, sighed, shrugged and threw away the porcelain shards, clapped her hands together to get rid of the dust on them and looked at the wound. The cut was fresh and clean, just like the ones glass had a habit of doing. Thankfully, it didn’t seem like it would get infected any time soon if they covered it properly.

 

-Let’s get you some bandages for that.

 

A small tingling sound mixed itself up to the day’s soundtrack with every step they did in the stairs. It wasn’t the first time Kassidy had noticed that the young slave was wearing a necklace, but she never had managed to ask much details about it; now seemed like a pretty good time.

 

-So, who gave you that?

-H-huh…?

-The pendant you’re wearing. What is it?

-Oh… Life gave it to me.

 

She looked down and grabbed it in her hands to look at it. The maid took this opportunity to turn heels and take a glance at it as well.

A delicate and long chain was holding two wings carved into steel. The whole thing didn’t look all that expensive, nor did it look too cheap; something just right so the lady wouldn’t get suspicious and ask for it to be thrown away. The young girl’s eyes seemed lost in thought as she went on.

 

-He said it was because Laurel burned my clothes and he couldn’t do anything against it.

-Ah, yes, the lady probably thought they were dirty and worn out. She does have a habit of burning things that fit this description.

 

She quickly turned away and made her way back to the bathroom, hoping the girl wouldn’t see her sorry smile as she grabbed the pile of bandages. From what she had heard, even the girl’s shoes had been burned; nothing was left from her former life anymore, save from her body, obviously. The boy must have thought she would feel lonely, so he had given her this necklace. Still, something told her that wasn’t the whole story, with the way she looked at it, half lost in thought like that. The song upstairs suddenly stopped as she started covering the wound, and Rosa stared at the ceiling.

 

-I wonder why he stopped in the middle of it like that.

-Maybe he did a false note and the lady is scolding him.

-I didn’t hear him make one.

-I’m pretty sure what he was playing was straying away from the original song, though.

 

She smiled softly, wondering what was going through his mind. Did he feel that the song wasn’t quite alright as it was, that he should let his creativity go wild…? Sure enough the melody was starting again at the place where it had left off, just as she was finishing patching up the girl’s arm.

 

-There we go, all done! Be sure to wash off your sleeve, before the lady sees it.

-Oh… thank you.

-I’ll finish up in the kitchen, why don’t you go tend to the dogs? They need food and fresh water, and I’m sure a little brushing would be welcomed.

 

She nodded, before getting up, pulling on her sleeves and briskly walking away. Kassidy nod to herself as she replaced the remaining bandages on the shelf, dusted the place and walked to the kitchen, humming the same song Life was playing to herself, and was surprised to realize Alexander was standing there with his coat on, just as he was about to take off his gloves and hat. She hadn’t seen him go away, but she guessed he must have decided to breathe some fresh air outside.

 

-Oh, Kassidy, perfect timing. Please do give me a cup of wine.

-Sure thing, sir. How was the walk?

-The walk…? Oh, right. It was quite enjoyable, such a nice day outside.

-But I thought you hated summer…?

-Yes, and as a matter of fact, autumn is slowly coming back, and I enjoy the cold wind.

 

He smiled at her, and she could feel he was hiding something else; however she was simply a maid, and not some kind of detective; whatever was on his mind, it wasn’t her place to judge and she certainly wasn’t allowed to pry. The less she knew about his personal life, the safer she was in a way.

 

-Would you like some red, or white wine today, sir?

-Red, please. Why don’t you give me some of that Du Corbeau?

 

She was slightly surprised by his request; the specific wine he had asked for had been in his collection for quite a few years; as everybody knew, the older the wine, the better its taste. She wondered if he had learned some good news and was feeling up for celebration.

 

-As you wish, I’ll get right to it.

-Thank you, my dear. Oh, have you seen Davis today?

-Last time he was by the garden.

-Then this is where I’ll take my glass. Oh, and please do bring an extra one.

 

He bowed to her slightly, before putting back on his gloves and hat, opened the door and disappeared back outside. Was that extra glass for her husband? Now curiosity was slowly gnawing at her, with something else; worry?

She made her way to the cabinet, where she slowly walked up to where the red wine started; even here, the lady would make sure that everything was properly organized; the bottles were neatly placed by colour and, more importantly, year, with the oldest ones to the complete back. As far as she remembered, Du Corbeau was an old wine, something made around 1876… Ah, there, in that row, that’s where he should be.

Only, as she got there, a gasp of surprise came out of her mouth as panic took over. She was certain nobody other than her was allowed in here. The first thought that came to her mind was that somebody must have stolen it, because the bottle was missing. But why this one in particular, and who…?

4fe 54 – Connect

The phone rang one, two, three rings before the woman picked it up. She was someone well known, someone whose voice was familiar to everyone, and everyone’s voices were familiar to her, even though she had never seen any of these people’s faces.

 

-Operator.

-Hi! I’d like to make a call to James Wilkes, at the Cavendish house in London…

 

Ah, this girl again. How often had it been now, every day? Surely this girl was desperate. The woman sighed inside her mind before telling her what she had told her all week.

 

-I’m sorry, miss, but as I’ve told you many times I doubt a noble will let you talk to them. I can get you through, but I can assure you, you’ll be back to talking to me in no time.

-Then let me talk to Rosaria Brooks. She works there.

-Alright, alright… I’ll connect you, but I can’t guarantee anything.

-Thank you.

 

She clicked a few buttons on the console in front of her with expert fingers. Part of her loved the sounds and feeling the machine would do, part of her did it without even looking, by habit, automatically. Other than these noises, the place she was at was dark and silent. She was alone here.

The call connected and she could see, thanks for a few lights on the machine, that it was ringing on the other side. She wondered if they’d pick up or even accept to talk to her this time. She wondered what this girl’s story was, who James and Rosaria were, but she would probably never know. Her phone ringed again and, as she was used to, waited three rings to make sure the person hadn’t called by mistake, before picking it up.

 

-Operator.

-Good evening, deary! How are you tonight?

-Mr. Caldwell, I told you many times, this is a service.

-Argh, no, no, no! Don’t call me mister Caldwell, I told you! Jake, Jake!! I’ll rip out your vocal cords if you keep this on!

-Sir, I do hope you are aware of talking to a phone right now?

 

She rubbed her forehead in an attempt to ease her now growing headache. What was up with this man, calling her every week for small talk? He had this peculiar voice, flowing as he talked, and she often found herself picturing her words as if they were some kind of river. She wondered if he lived on his own, if he was lonely. Lights flashed on the console.

 

-Madam, I will forgive you this time, but please do let me take you for some tea!

-I’m sorry to interrupt, sir, but there is another call. Can you hang on for a moment?

-Oh, sure thing, dear, I’ll be right here!

 

Not as if you really had anything better to do, right? She thought with a sigh, before picking up the other call. It was the Evans girl from before.

 

-Operator.

-Is there anything I can do to get through…? Please, I really need to talk to them!

-I’m sorry miss, but unless you write a letter or get there yourself, if they keep on refusing your phone calls, I’m pretty sure they are the only other options.

-Getting there myself…

-May I help you with anything else?

-No, thank you!

-Have a nice evening, thank you for calling.

 

She hung up and checked the lights again. All of them were turned off, meaning there was no call pending. Maybe that man had given up after all. She sat back in her chair and closed her eyes for a moment, enjoying her small break and relaxing. It was a pretty rare occurrence that there wouldn’t be a single call for a single minute, but then again, she guessed, it was late and the rich were probably eating supper as of now, while the poor were thinking about heading to sleep. These were all patterns she could watch over, by looking who would make phone calls and when. People were interesting to observe, and their routines were entertaining. She checked her watch and sat up. Jake would be calling back any second now… and there we go.

 

-Operator.

-How are you, my lovely, that other business done with, yet?

-Sir, you can’t keep on doing this…

-Did that girl from out of town called again?

-Well… yes.

 

She hit her forehead with her fist. She wasn’t supposed to tell him that! She sighed a bit and rubbed her neck, frowning the way a kid would if he’s pouting. She didn’t know who that man was, but somehow he would always manage to make her say things she shouldn’t. She really wished she wouldn’t get in trouble for this… At least he didn’t seem to work for the police.

 

-Where did you say she was calling again? Maybe I should check it out… You know, tell them a lovely lady is trying to get in touch with them.

-Really? Why would you waste your time putting your nose in a stranger’s business?

-Oh, just out of curiosity, you know.

-Are all artists that way, or is it just you?

 

There was a strange laugh on the other end of the line and she couldn’t help but smile in the darkness. She wasn’t certain why, but something inside of her told her that answering his questions was the right thing to do. Something told her that helping him out, and the girl at the same time, wasn’t such a bad thing. Sure he was weird, but he didn’t really hit her as some kind of paedophile or anything. She was so used to his voice now…

Besides, if she did tell him where to check, she’d be able to tell that girl that someone would help her out. Some kind of excitement coursed through her fingers, as if she was taking part of some kind of great mystery, just like the ones in the novels she loved to read so much. Going against the rules of her employment seemed like such a little offence compared to it… Surely if it worked out fine, nobody would get in trouble.

The woman didn’t mean any harm, though some kind of naivety kept her from thinking too much about the huge consequences her acts might have. Here in London, James Wilkes wasn’t a known name; for all she knew, he might have been a kid living on the streets. She knew nothing about him, had never heard his voice before, and there was no way for her to predict what would happen to him at all.

 

-Lost in thought, are you?

-Oh, yes, sorry. She is trying to contact a certain James at the Cavendish house.

-And she’s going through the long distance calls, huh?

-Yes. Another operator usually sends her my way.

-James, at the Cavendish house… I think I know where that is.

-She also mentioned a new name today, Rosaria, was it?… Maybe it’s some family to her, who knows. Or friends. They all have different last names, after all.

-Mhmm, yes, I’ll check it out, it sounds exciting!

-Oh, and please do keep quiet about this. I’m sure you know, but I’m not supposed to tell you any of this.

-Yes, yes, don’t worry deary, I’ve heard nothing from no one! I will just be passing by and invite myself over or something.

-Oh, hang on, there’s a call.

-Wait, wait, just one last thing!

-Make it quick.

-Operator, would you care to tell me your name?

-Of course not. Good night, Jake.

-Aww, bummer.

 

She was still smiling as she hung up. She felt good, the way you feel good when you help out an old woman cross the road. Accomplished, in a way. Unless Jake told her about the results, there was certainly no way she would know the results of her actions. Maybe she’d get fired. Maybe she’d become some sort of hero. The rest of the story was open to her dreams. She picked the next call, answering the same boring word as she always did.

Little did she know, from now on the young girl who called every day would not call back. She had planted a seed in her head, a seed that would grow a dangerous idea and, as stubborn as she was, nobody could stop her now.

4fe 53 – Trust

A flicker of light bothered her sleep and, with a grumble, she slowly opened her eyes and tried to make out where she was. She was comfortably laying in her bed, someone in her back and, in her blurry confusion, wondered for a moment if it wasn’t Rosa. She snuggled to them and closed her eyes again, feeling too good to want to get up. A loud grumble tickled her ears and she realized the arms holding her were more rough than the ones she was used to but, rather than feel shocked and try to get away, she found herself smiling warmly and wanting to stay there all day. She couldn’t help but love this warmth.

He moved a little and sighed in her neck, slowly taking the realization of where he was, she guessed. She surprised herself to wonder where he was used to sleep usually, and, she realized, maybe she didn’t know much about him either.

 

-You really sleep with this thing?

 

She tried to move away to see what he was looking at, but he obviously thought otherwise, holding her tight enough that she would have a hard time escaping. Not really feeling like it anyway, she didn’t struggle long and heard him snicker.

 

-I meant that awful doll.

-But you’re the one who gave it to me…

-Well, yeah, but…

 

There was an awkward silent for a moment and she pictured him blushing and probably swearing in his mind.

 

-What happened to your fingers?

-Huh?

-Well, you’re wearing bandages and all… Did you cut yourself?

-Oh… No, that’s not it…

 

Another pause, and she could feel him waiting for some sort of answer without really wanting to push further and ask it himself. She gripped his sleeve a bit.

 

-Would you… Would you think I was lying if I told you I don’t come from here?

-I know that already, you just suddenly appeared a few years ago. You come from another village, right?

-No, I don’t.

 

She clung to him more tightly, suddenly glad she couldn’t see his face right now, yet thankful to still be held.

 

-I come from another world. I’ve never seen any other town than this one here.

 

He didn’t react, listening closely to what she had to say. He didn’t seem to judge, nor did he seem to believe she was lying; her only guess was that he waited to hear the whole of her story before he could make up his own opinion. It was a wild guess because, for some reason, she realized she had a much harder time reading into Greg than she had in anyone else. She frowned, concentrated in trying to connect to him, but still, no matter how much she tried, all she could find was a wall.

 

-Go on.

-R-right… Well, you see… Where I come from, people don’t have these kind of ears and tails. Our ears are very small, and the same colour as our skin. When I first came here, I actually had a hard time moving them at all, and often got my tail injured from dragging it on the ground.

 

She wasn’t really sure why, but for some reason she started telling him everything. She started telling him about her world, about how it would work out. She tried to explain to him how magic worked out, and how emotions had a much bigger impact over there than they had here. She found out how hard it is to explain a concept to someone who has never heard of anything like it and, trying to grasp examples, she found herself feeling ridiculous and silly. He didn’t say a single word, though, brushing her arm’s skin with his big, rough fingers as she went on and on.

She went on about how, over there, they had more advanced things, things such as cars and, trying to explain them to him the same way she had explained them to Rosa years before, she was surprised to be interrupted and learn that they did exist here as well. She tried to tell him that the other girl had told him otherwise, to which he had responded that she had probably never seen one. They were owned only by the richest. That explanation made since and, considering that the girl didn’t even know how to read, she wasn’t surprised that she had never even heard of it.

She told him about how for as long as she could remember, she would always hang out with Mage. No matter how much she tried to remember how they had met, she couldn’t; as if they had been introduced to each other as babies. She guessed her family must have had really close ties to the royal family somehow, considering that they would always hang out even though they had a difference in status. She told him about silly things, such as how she enjoyed wearing the dresses, how people would always tell her how natural she looked in them, and how she loved messing up with the guards. He seemed to be paying close attention to her tale, more than she had ever expected anyone to give.

Her parents would always allow her to run off to see her friend and nobody in the castle had ever seemed to mind her. But as soon as it was dark outside, she would go back home; these were the rules. Her mother would always tell her that if she was at the castle during the night, a beast would come and swoop her up. Whenever she asked more details, however, she was always told a description of the beast, how it had long and sharp teeth, deep murderous purple eyes with the slightest hint of red and a skin darker than black.

The monster had no name, and had apparently attacked her when she was a mere child the day she had stepped into its lair one time, back when she was still allowed to sleep over at her friend’s. Every night, he would roam into the basements searching for her, wanting a taste of her blood once more… at least she was always told. She wasn’t sure how much of this was made up, but it had always invoked a great fear in her and she had never really asked any more than this. She laughed a bit, telling him how it was usually the princess who was kidnapped by the dragon in fairy tales.

 

-That’s a pretty scary story to tell a kid…

-My parents only wanted to protect me.

-If that’s a made up story, then they have one hell of an imagination. Would have been much easier to just tell you some more traditional black mailing shit. Something like no dessert for a week. That’s how it works here, at least.

-Well… I don’t know. You have a point, I guess, but I was too young to remember much details.

-Besides, having to explain that excuse just seems like such a pain. You were bound to get curious and ask questions.

 

She had never really thought about it this way, but now that he pointed it out, it did seem curious. She tried to ponder over it for a moment.

 

-Oh, and one more thing. I don’t know much about this Mage person, and pardon me for this, but…

 

A big shiver ran down her spine and it took her a moment to realize he had grabbed her ear. She was about to complain, but when she turned enough to see his face she noticed how serious his eyes were.

 

-These, are the ears of a princess.

-Geez! Would everyone stop saying that?

 

She pushed his hand and she noticed him blush and look away a bit. He sat up, with his back against the wall, one arm on his knee and it didn’t take long for him to be ready to listen again. She, too, replaced herself to face him, one leg neatly folded over the other.

 

-I’m no princess, there must have been some kind of bug in your system when I got here. This world is weird anyway, I don’t understand it completely yet.

-T-tell me… Why are you here? I mean, why aren’t you in your own world…?

-That’s because… It died. Something ate it up.

 

She started telling him the tale of her world’s end, just as she had lived it for a second time when she had reread her diary days earlier. She was so lost in her own words and nostalgia that she didn’t see it coming when he grabbed her hand, just as she was getting to the part where she had met Rosa. She felt panic course through her veins and tried to pull it away quickly to hide it, but he was holding it firmly, looking calm.

 

-Before you go think something stupid, know that I don’t really think you’re lying. You’re always hiding things and it’s suspicious, and there are way too many simple things that seem unknown to you. Your story makes sense. But it’s just… I’ll need time to fully take it in.

 

There was something else in his eyes, some weird expression she couldn’t make out, some deepness to them… Oh, why was he so hard to read? She felt her own ears flat out on her head, as if to show her annoyance. Was he able to read her…?

 

-I come from a family that was once well known and had a lot of money.

 

It was her turn to raise her ears and listen in to his story. She hadn’t really expected him to start talking, but now she was curious.

 

-My parents are very good at working with small mechanisms, and we had our own clock shop. If you had come here ten years ago, you would read the time on a Sinclair watch. I, too, really enjoyed working with clockworks and every day seemed to be so easy…

-I didn’t know you knew these things.

-But then, one day, a man came to town. He started selling lies to everybody, sullied our family’s name. My father had been cheating on my mother with another woman, and before we even knew it, his story was in the newspaper all over town. Less and less people came by, and even those who did had a scornful look on their face.

 

He took a break, frowning as he recalled the events.

 

-That bastard, too, was a clockmaker and when our reputation was filled with doubt, he moved in with his wife and their son and made their own shop. He stole all of our clients and, in the middle of that whole commotion, my father left, leaving my mother, my three sisters and I to fend for ourselves.

 

He put his hand on his face, hiding a bitter smile.

 

-I was already hanging out a lot on the streets, and when this came to the ears of the brats, they decided that it was a good idea to outsmart me. I showed the bastards that I was still in charge, but that Nichols just pays them to be on his side. Nobody gives a shit anyway, that kid’s handing out stolen money. I just wish there was something I could do about it…

 

He stayed like this a moment longer and, as if remembering what he had in mind earlier, grabbed her wrist once again. The same feeling of danger swept over her and she tried to break free, but he wouldn’t let her.

 

-Now we’re even.

-W-what…?

-But there’s one more thing you’ve been hiding and that I’d like to know.

 

Without waiting for a reaction he pulled on one of the bandages, revealing her blackened fingers. She tried to struggle and go away, feeling desperate.

 

-Charlotte, what happened to your fingers?

4fe 52 – Darkness

Greg hadn’t been able to talk to Charlotte in so long, he felt like she was either trying to avoid him, or he really was cursed with the worse of luck. It surely wasn’t because he hadn’t tried; for a whole week, he had come by every single day. He would usually be told that they were busy, and sometimes the girl would be nowhere in sight. She seemed to be getting up late and going to bed abnormally early, meaning the boy had to guess which time she’d be there at all; and since his pride didn’t allow him to check on the place more than once a day, it had turned into a stupidly annoying game.

Last time he had seen her, they had witnessed Rosa getting out of town with that stupid rich brat. At first part of him had been happy; good riddance! But of course, he should have expected that to affect Charlotte, especially after he had found out that she had a crush on her. He ruffled his own hair in frustration, glaring at the building as usual, locked into a silent argument. This stupid, stupid building…

One day the woman had been quite busy and, instead of sending him away like he was used to, she had grabbed his arm and pulled him to the kitchen, forcing him to wash his arms, wear an apron, and had him help her out. He had complained a lot, obviously, complaining mainly about his reputation, but the woman had neatly stopped all of them with a single sentence; Must I remind you that you’re trying to marry my daughter, boy?

He had obviously known better than to reply to that and he was now there nearly every evening to help out, mainly with cleaning up and lifting heavy things. But no apron, he had demanded. That pink frilly thing was hardly something he wanted to see on himself. No, no, he didn’t care if it was Charlotte’s, he wasn’t going to wear such a girly thing! It had amused the woman and some of her constant worry had been lifted off her face and although he would never admit it, it was a relief. She had, however, kept him so busy that he hadn’t had any more chance at trying to catch the girl, despite being around her all day.

Every time he saw her, she seemed cold and distant, every single one of her expressions fake, learned by heart, as if she did everything by habit. He hadn’t seen her eat anything but soup, and her fingers were covered with bandages. He had even caught her refusing to bring bread to the front unless it was in some kind of plate, and even then she hadn’t placed it; as if she refused to touch any kind of food with her hands. Even someone in refusal to care for anyone like Greg couldn’t help but point out how weird she was acting. Martha was close by, making the final touches on a cake she had worked on during the day, while he was washing the dishes and he couldn’t help his worry and curiosity.

 

-What happened to Charlotte’s fingers? Did she cut them while making food or something?

 

The woman flinched and, if he hadn’t already been certain something was wrong, now he wouldn’t have had any choice but be convinced. She seemed thoughtful and frowned as if she, too, was trying to pierce this mystery.

 

-I’d like to know. She hasn’t told me either.

-What, seriously? Haven’t you, I don’t know, seen them?

-No. She keeps on washing them off though.

 

Definitely suspicious. Somehow he had a hard time believing that she wouldn’t know a thing, but he didn’t want to make it too obvious that he didn’t trust her too much. Ah, why was this stupid situation so damn complicated? He felt a headache coming up. Just great. He dropped the plate he had been washing on the counter and stopped for a moment.

 

-Where is she now?

-Sleeping, I’m guessing. Why?

-Don’t you think that’s weird? She’s always up late and all of a sudden she goes to bed at seven. That’s a bad sign right there, she’s planning something.

 

He dropped everything, grabbed a towel to get rid of the water on his hands and, spotting the stairs he had seen her go up so many times, grumbled a few angry words, threw the towel on his shoulder and started going up without any question.

 

-Where do you think you’re going, young man?

-I’m going to bring her down because I’m fucking sick of all this shit.

-Watch your words! This isn’t your home!

-I don’t care!

 

He could hear her bark some more angry words but he was already running up, a sudden fear that she might try to stop him, hiding behind the wall once he was up, on his guards. He was surprised to see that she didn’t and, for a moment, he wondered what was going on. He glanced down the stairs.

 

-Woman…?

-Her room’s the first on the left. Don’t break anything or I’ll make you pay double.

 

Crap, was she encouraging him? He stared at where he could see her feet and sure enough, she was staying there. She suddenly moved towards him and he didn’t need to watch a second more to see if she’d change her mind to run off to the room she had informed him was Charlotte’s. He stopped in front of it, suddenly feeling awkward and unsure just what the hell he was doing. Should he knock, should he try to enter, should he go back down…? None of these answers seemed to be right and so he stood there like a complete idiot thinking and thinking about it; and thinking hurt his head and made him lose patience.

 

-Are you in there, stupid? Don’t you think it’s time to stop this crappy act, get out and apologize?

-…Greg? What are you doing in front of my room?

-Get the fuck out here.

-Where to?

-I don’t care, open the fucking door!

 

He crossed his arms, ear twitching, waiting. No sound. At this point he didn’t even care any more if the reason she wasn’t opening it was because she was naked; if that was the case than, shit, so be it, he’d look away and apologize! He grabbed the knob and turned it fiercely, pushing the door before it got caught it something. Not really thinking about just why it might block, he tackled it and heard wood crack. He was about to give it a new slam when her voice stopped him.

 

-Calm down, you’re going to break everything!

-I don’t care, let me in!

-Fine, fine, just… wait a minute.

-I’ll wait five seconds.

-Fine. You’re so impatient.

 

He sighed and growled as he waited, but at least he could hear her move things around. The door closed in his face and for a moment he thought she was messing with him and was about to knock when it opened again. She stood in the half opened door, in her night clothes, glaring at him, hair messy and dark rings under her eyes, blocking access to the room.

 

-What do you want?

-These are so not the eyes of someone who’s sleeping all day.

 

He pushed the door open, frowning and, seeing as she was about to close it again, grabbed her arm, pushed her in the room roughly and closed the door with his foot.

 

-What are you doing?

-What’s your problem?!

 

She struggled in his arms for a moment as the both of them glared at each other like hissing snakes in the dark room. He couldn’t see much of anything, couldn’t see if there was something on the floor, where the bed was, if there was something on it, nor what was blocking the door earlier; the only reason why he wasn’t blinded to begin with was because some light was finding its way in through the curtains, barely enough so he would be able to see her angry face. He was obviously stronger than she was and, seeing as she was about to hit him, he had grabbed her other wrist, leaving her with only her feet left as weapon; before he could see it coming, a flash of pain coursed through his leg as she had hit him hard right in the middle of it.

 

-That hurts, fuck!

-Let me go, jerk!

-What’s with you hitting me every time you see me? Geez…

-What’s with you hitting Rosa every time you see her?

 

She was obviously proud of her come back right there, a smug smirk painted on her face, but he still had the upper hand; he was still holding her. For some reason he felt like any second now she’d spit at him and, his level of annoyance growing, he finally pulled her against him, not thinking too much about it, holding her close, as she stopped fighting, tense with confusion.

 

-What are you doing now?

-Shut up, will you?

 

He pulled her closer and couldn’t help but realize his arms were shaking. Shit, what now? What was this stupid overwhelming fear that overcame him? He hadn’t felt anything like that before. He didn’t want to let her go. Something, something inside of him told him that if he did, she’d go away and he’d lose her forever. He hid his face into her neck, embarrassed. He was supposed to be the strong one, no?

After a moment he felt her relax into his tight embrace and a hand lift itself up to his head, as if it was going to rest on it, touch him, but stopped, clenched into a fist and pulled on his shirt instead, as she hid her face into his chest and started shaking too. What was up with that? He could feel his heart still beat fast, but at least he had calmed down a bit now.

 

-You don’t understand.

 

Her voice was unsteady, and just hearing them Greg could feel his throat tighten, as if he could feel the young woman’s pain as his own. He looked away.

 

-Then explain to me.

-I can’t.

-Why not?

-You wouldn’t understand.

 

He glared at the emptiness he was staring at, his annoyance slowly growing back.

 

-Why not? I might not be the smartest, but I’m not completely stupid!

-Then you wouldn’t believe me!

-You don’t know that!

 

He pushed her away, still holding on to her, and pulled her chin so that her sad eyes would look straight into his. He brushed her cheek as gently as he was capable of, pushing away her tears, looking deep into her maroon eyes.

 

-Please tell me what’s going on, Charlotte.

-You don’t know anything about me. Why would you believe anything I have to say?

 

She looked so frail, so weak and vulnerable like this. He almost felt like he was holding a delicate flower. He didn’t know what that feeling was in his chest, but it was warm, too warm for him to hold it, and it almost hurt. Without thinking, he pulled her closer to him, his hand in her hair, and kissed her lips gently.

4fe 51 – Detail

-Good morning, James!

-Good morning, Alex…

 

The gentleman was sitting at the tip of the big table in a dark blue bath robe, cup of tea in his hand, newspaper in the other, smiling casually at Life who, in all of his sleepiness, hadn’t really seemed to question just why he was there. He was slowly walking by and suddenly stopped in his tracks, as if finally realizing.

 

-Wait, Alexander?!

 

The young man gave him wide eyes full of shock and confusion, which only made him laugh. Oh, that expression on his face was completely priceless.

 

-W-what are you doing here?

-I live here, what else!

-What’s that supposed to mean?

-Dear boy, have you stopped for a single moment to look at your sister’s full name now?…

-Laurel Cavendish… Ah!

 

His realization only made him even more wide-eyed.

 

-You’re married to my sister?!

-Don’t make it sound as if it was new! It’s been eight years, boy!

 

The gentleman was still laughing in amusement, while the boy in question had to sit down to prevent the shock to knock down his legs. So many things were buzzing in his mind, so many things he didn’t want to know. He tried to push them away before they even formed, but he couldn’t help and think, not without shudders of horror; this is the man who’s been sleeping with my sister?

 

-I… I didn’t know it was you! You never said so!

-Of course not! It’s more funny this way. Besides, mentioning my status for the Queen had much more impact.

-Why didn’t I recognize you?

-You were eleven back then, and I doubt weddings were the most exciting thing for a boy that age.

-Wait, does this have anything to do with how you’re obsessed with my brother?

-Why is everyone saying that! I’m not obsessed! But yes, I got most of my information from your sister.

 

Life simply lifted an eyebrow at the gentleman, not convinced. Part of him couldn’t help but think that he had won this round when, a long time ago, he had begged Alexander to bring him with him, away from his father’s grasp and everything he hated so much. The man in front of him simply smiled, obviously still entertained, before going back to his previous occupations of reading the morning’s newspaper.

 

-Do you believe everything that’s written in there?

-Most of it, yes. Sometimes you can tell they make things to sound more incredible than they really are, though.

-Well, you shouldn’t. It’s nothing but a bunch of lies.

 

It was Alexander’s turn to lift an eyebrow, curious, as he took a sip from his cup. Life looked around, making sure nobody was anywhere near, listening to their conversation, suddenly unsure if he should be saying anything at all.

 

-Do tell. What makes you say that?

-You know, four years ago…

 

That obviously seemed to have caught his attention and he placed himself a little forward as if he, too, desired some of this privacy.

 

-Go on?

-Well, I’ve seen my brother’s corpse… I was actually the one to stumble upon it. And there was no test tube lying beside him.

 

The gentleman, more interested than he had ever been in what the boy had to say, was eagerly awaiting the rest of it, ears raised, a shiver of excitement running down his spine. This simple detail meant that this whole time, he had been running on a false lead. But something inside of him told him to wait, hang on, verify this information first, maybe he’s the one who’s lying.

 

-Are you sure about this?…

-I don’t know what father told the people who wrote the article. But he told me to not say anything, and let him deal with this.

 

Life sighed and rubbed his forehead; definitely something that was heavy on his mind, something he hadn’t really been allowed to tell anyone. But there was still no proof he wasn’t just making all of this up. A sly smile painted itself on Alexander’s face, giving him the feels of a fox or snake.

 

-How about you give me some details now, instead of staying all mysterious about this?

-W-well… uh… what?

-How about you start by telling me how you stumbled upon him?

 

The boy looked around him, warily, unsure of himself.

 

-The maid and butler are busy and your sister never wakes up until later.

 

Life nodded, obviously still feeling nervous about all of it. Apparently this was simply a day like any other, apart from the fact that his brother had been missing for a few days, which he did pretty often, so it wasn’t all that suspicious. Rosa, too, was missing and since the boy had wanted to spend some time with her, he had gone looking around the mansion.

He hadn’t found what he was looking for, no; instead what he had stumbled over was his brother’s corpse, still laying around in his bed, as if he had died in his sleep. There was nothing spectacular or dramatic about his death, but maybe had his father wanted to get the spotlights on him; all Life knew was that the next day nobody knew anymore just what had happened. There had been a lot of fuzzy chaos in the mansion, tons of suspicious men coming in and out, and he hadn’t been allowed anywhere near what his father liked to call the crime scene.

 

-That’s it…? He died in his sleep?

-I don’t remember much, but I did find him in his own bed…

-Wasn’t there anything weird about it at all? That’s a lot of cover up story for such a normal death, wouldn’t you say?

-Well… there was something weird about him when I found him…

-Oh?…

 

The boy started shaking as he remembered it, holding his own arms, eyes wide with terror. Whatever he had discovered that day had left a huge impression on him and he was clearly traumatized.

 

-My brother always had this white spot on the tip of his otherwise black tail; I’m sure of it.

-Yes, I know, I do recall the same thing.

-When I found him, his fingers were dirty. His clothes were stained too, but I kind of assumed it was ink. He did write a lot of letters, and his things were out on his desk. A pool of ink was covering his last words, so I’ll never know what he wrote just before his death. But his tail…

 

He stopped talking, jumping in nervousness as steps could be heard coming towards the kitchen. He knew from the sound of high heels that his wife was the one approaching. Bloody hell, he was just about to learn some juicy information! He had to know, he just had to! Without much thought about it, he got up, grabbed the boy’s shoulders and tried to look at him in the eyes.

 

-What about his tail?

-Aren’t you boys energetic early this morning!

4fe 50 – Calls

A loud bang was heard. Beatrice sighed. Again.

Her master would always bang on his table when he was on the phone lately. Every news must have been frustrating ever since his daughter had come back to snatch his son right under his nose after he had looked everywhere for him; or was she the one he was talking to every day? The usual tension in the household wasn’t ready to go away, and everyone knew it.

A man quickly walked by, his back arched, his tail scruffy. He looked nervous, or obsessed, as he ran to the main door. He had probably taken a bathroom break and was hurrying back to his post. He was the type of guy to freak out of he wasn’t in his spot every single second. Beatrice simply rolled her eyes at this sight.

 

-Richard, nobody stole your door, you can calm down.

 

Instantly the man glared at her and hissed.

 

-My door, miiiiine, my door! Don’t you dare approach it, witch!

-I don’t plan on it.

 

He glared at her some more, making some sort of weird signs that she assumed meant I have my eyes on you, before he stood up and started walking normally, as if nothing had happened. She crossed her arms and looked at him, unimpressed.

She was brought back to reality by a loud snap of the phone in its place. She straightened herself, waiting for any incoming order, and heard him sigh heavily, before loudly talking to himself.

 

-How dare she just runs off with the son I’ve taken so long to shape up! And what in the world is up with him feeling endangered here?

 

A few more angry mumbles about how he should be the one to decide whatever happened to the boy, and not his ungrateful daughter. He had definitely been on the phone with her. First Alexander, now her. The peaceful days seemed far away and Beatrice just couldn’t wait until the chaos would finally stop and she could get back to her routine. Any second now, she expected her master to giver her a new order…

 

-Beatrice!!

 

Ah, there we go. She took in a deep breath and hurried inside, making sure to stay calm and serious.

 

-Yes, sir?

-Bring me a cup of tea, same as usual. Make it quick!

 

She bowed down politely and started making her way quickly to the kitchen. She knew how to brew the beverage, but she still hoped Alicia would be there to do it for her, to avoid a few complains on the taste. Sometimes she wondered if the man even liked tea at all. Luck must have been on her side because sure enough as she was coming down the stairs, she heard the cook’s voice. Who was she talking to, she wondered? She didn’t sound as jolly as usual.

Beatrice didn’t have the luxury of time and if the other woman was busy then she would make that tea herself. However she couldn’t help but notice that she was on the phone with the most worried expression she had ever seen on her face.

 

-Oh, sorry I’ll… I’ll call you back later.

 

The dark-skinned woman was already making her way to the cook’s collection of teas, paying no mind to the conversation next to her, when Alicia hung up the phone with a sigh and rub of her eyes, getting up from the small chair she had been sitting on to join her.

 

-Is this for Georges? Let me do it.

-Yeah, thanks. Do you have any scones?

-They’re in the oven, probably done, let me boil this water and I’ll get them for you.

 

She nodded as only answer, satisfied. Fresh scones would definitely get her some points with her master. The satisfaction soon faded away as she glanced at the other woman work. She sighed and scratched her hair, already annoyed at herself for what she was about to say. She let her back rest on the counter next to Alicia, arms crossed.

 

-Something’s on your mind.

-H-huh…?

-You’ve been eating more than usual, haven’t you? You always do this when you’re upset.

-Are you saying I’m fat?

-You’re not using any French word, you’re not swearing and every movement you’re doing is quick and rough.

-You think I’m fat!

-…And you’re making a scene over your weight. Allie, what’s wrong?

 

Teary pools of teal eyes looked at her and she instantly regretted bringing up a personal matter in here. Why hadn’t she waited until they were alone together? Ah, but then again, they had been so busy that it had been hard for them to see each other, be it at work or out of it. She put a hand on her forehead and sighed.

 

-Your water’s boiling. And I’m pretty sure your scones are ready.

-Oh…

-Just… drop by tonight, alright?

-Beth…

-What is it?

-I’m worried for Martha, that’s all. I’m fine, really. Merci.

 

She smiled at her, but Beatrice could feel it was fake, before putting on some mitts and take the plate out of the oven. Worried about Martha, huh? Alicia always was the type to worry about others more than she worried about herself. Now she wondered what had happened back there to worry her so much, to the point of being depressed.

 

-Do you think that James will be fine in London?

-I’d rather have him back here, though.

-Yeah, but that’s only because you’re heartless!

-Maybe, but you shouldn’t talk about such things.

-You’re right… Here you go.

 

She had been so lost in their conversation that she hadn’t noticed Alicia had prepared the whole plate exactly the way her master always demanded it. She nodded and grabbed it, suddenly remembering she was asked to be quick about it, saying some quick good byes to the cook before heading to her master’s room with a brisk pace, barely slow enough to be called walking and not running.

When she arrived he was, once again, on the phone, talking loudly. She knocked twice on the door and stepped inside. His office was big and, apart from the various decorations on his wall and his desk, it was pretty empty. A lush red carpet was on the floor, as if to give it some sort of regal looks. Beatrice knew this room by heart even though she barely looked at it. The man of the house was still talking loudly, before being interrupted by some cough, as if proving he had been sick until recently, and finally hung up, not without hitting his desk with his fist, making every object on it jump and roll. He let himself drop back into his chair with a sigh and she took that as a signal to come in and drop the tray in front of him.

 

-What took you so long?

-Sorry sir, I did as fast as I could.

-Well, no matter.

 

He brought the cup to his lips, thoughtful, before dropping it down roughly, getting up and walking in circles. He hadn’t even tasted it yet.

 

-Yes, yes, that sounds about right. If I do it this way… Beatrice!

-What is it, sir?

-I’ll have you do something soon.

 

And with that, he sat down and grabbed his phone to once again make more calls.

4fe 49 – Candles

[This chapter will be taken out once the novel is edited for publication. Feel free to read it for entertainment, but be aware that some of the plot-related things in here will either (a) not come back, or (b) be changed completely.]

 

High-heel steps echoed in the eerie silence that had been taking place up until now. A faint light was approaching, reflecting in the mirrors that were placed here and there on the cold stone walls. The hallway was small and fresh, comfortably buried in the ground, unaware of the heats of summer. Day or night didn’t change a thing here; it would still be as dark and cold, seemingly detached from time itself. This place would normally be covered in a thin blanket of dust, but it was not; somebody would be taking care of it every day. However, the person incoming wasn’t here for that purpose.

The steps stopped. The woman looked around a moment. No one. She checked a second time. Still no one. Perfect. She approached her candle to see what she was looking for and after a few seconds of looking apparently aimlessly at the wall, finally found the door knob, turned it slowly and entered the room, closing the door behind her.

She held her breath, looked around with her small torch, eyes squinted like a mole trying to find its way and only when she was certain no one was here did she allow herself to sigh with relief. She was standing in one of the many room forgotten by her husband; or had he ever known about them? She wasn’t sure, but one thing she did know, there was never any sign of him coming in here. She had lurked around and stalked it many times before, feeling drawn to it for some obscure reason, waiting for the moment she would need it, watching out to see if her husband would come or not. And he had not. And now she felt was the time to use it.

For a moment she wondered whether she should light up the room’s torches or not, until something in the corner of the room caught her attention. Candles. Something, something deep inside of her, she wasn’t certain what exactly, but something was calling to her and she felt a flame of excitement in her belly.

She glanced to the corner of the place and noticed a mirror and some chalk. Apart from a small table with no chairs, the room was empty, slightly covered with sand in some places. It would be important to mention that all of the things present in here were things she had brought herself, but maybe was it because of the state of mind she was in currently, truth be told is that for some reason she believed spirits or some otherworldly being had brought them here, maybe even her own brother.

She stepped forward, stopped in front of the mirror, kneed down, dropped her torch next to her and stared into it. She was wearing some strange big round glasses that reflected her flame’s light and covered half of her face, had tied her hair and was wearing a lab coat. She was barely recognizable and, somewhere inside her insane mind, she felt that she looked similar enough to him, to her brother. A wide twisted smile painted itself on her lips. She was her brother. She dropped the smile.

 

-I’ve seen your slave, brother. She’s here, actually. You know, it’s quite funny how much of a messed up story she came up with. It was quite obviously full of lies, but I couldn’t help my curiosity. Besides, she fed me the perfect excuse to snatch James right under father’s nose without him suspecting anything.

 

She kept quiet for a moment, as if awaiting her brother’s response, and she listened, as if really hearing what he was saying, as if the mirror was keeping his soul in, this mirror she had found in his storage, it had been talking to her. Yes, yes, her brother’s soul had been in that breeze, he was back from the dead only for her, only to guide her through his plans, and now he had found home in this looking glass. She had also found his diary; not the one her husband had, not the one who talked about his everyday life, no; she had found his experiment diary, the one who had told her everything he had tried during his life, complete with what he had done and how, including the results, if they were failures, if they were successes, if they were confusing answers.

Sure enough her brother must have said something, because she was nodding slowly at the silent answers as she felt them through her soul.

 

-She was a little dirty you know, actually, pretty dirty. Oh and did I tell you? She tried to make me believe that James was her master. James! Just looking at that nasty scar on her face and you can instantly tell it’s your work. Isn’t that funny?

 

She laughed for a moment, obviously thinking it was hilarious.

 

-Ah, there is a sort of… signature that you leave behind. I do remember most of your slaves had it. You’re always so rough, so… raw. I can’t wait to see what you did to this girl so she’d survive this long. Most of them didn’t make it past a year. How long has she served you again…?

 

She seemed to think for a moment; or was she simply awaiting the answer once again?

 

-Ah, that’s right! Something like twelve years, and adding the four years after your death… That means she’s survived sixteen years. And she doesn’t seem about to die! This isn’t like you brother. I’m sure you’ve tested things on her. She must be a good guinea pig. It’s quite exciting.

 

She snickered a moment to herself, a huge grin slapped on her face. She felt the fur on her tail bristle with shivers of excitement and she held her own sides trying to contain it. After a moment of breathing heavily, her heart beating fast, hurting even, she finally calmed down, coughed a bit, dizzy, wondering if she had forgotten how to breathe. Instead of feeling enlightened as she had before, this attack had the effect of panic in her mind and she quickly got up, ignoring the moving walls around her, quickly catching the desk before she fell to the ground. Her arms and legs were shaking and she ignored them, convinced as she was already that her brother was angry with how slow she was dealing with things.

She pulled a hidden drawer from under it, grabbing the book inside of it. It looked completely worn out, some part looked like someone had tried to rip out the leather with a knife, as if to vent out their anger. She pressed her fingers against it and, trying to avoid any further wrath, quickly opened it and looked at the writing, trying to find the page that would be interesting, the page that would call out to her, the one that would beg her to read it. Her brother had hidden away all of his knowledge into this and all she needed to do was accept it.

She was flipping the pages delicately when she found it. First Steps, it said. This sounded like a good start. She made her way back to the floor without looking away, as if the writing itself would fly away, were she to look away for a second. She sat on the ground where she had been earlier, not bothering about the sand covering the floor; a very unusual thing considering how she would always fret if something wasn’t sparkling clean. She would always demand that she could see her face in the reflection of just about anything in her house and yet there she was, sitting on a dirty and dusty old cold floor.

She wasn’t paying that much attention to what she was reading. She was in a kind of different state of mind, as if drifting away, and part of her told her this was exactly what she needed. Still absorbed, she slowly got to her feet again, eyes still locked in with the writing, grabbed a candle, lit it up to her torch, placed it on the floor, grabbed another, dropping it in front of the first. When she was done, all of the candles were displayed to form a sort of circle. She grabbed the chalk.

Slowly but surely, with the care and perfectionism of an artist, she drew the circle that the candles were forming. Following the book’s instructions, she slowly drew other things in and out of it, writing, shapes, until she wasn’t sure what exactly she was doing, until she had dropped the book and was continuing on her own, following her instinct, following her mentor’s directions.

After a moment she felt faint, coughed in her elbow and lost her focus. She frowned for a moment, took off her glasses and rubbed her eyes. She placed them back in place, yawned, and slowly made her way out of the room, closing the door behind her, forgetting everything behind; her torch, the lit candles, the strangle chalk circle she had drawn on the floor, the diary, the mirror.

When she was snapped back to reality, she was standing by the door to her room and could hear her husband sleeping in their bed. She had no idea just how she had managed to find her way back in complete darkness, but she noticed the dirt on her and headed to the bathroom, disgusted, with intentions of washing it off.

4fe 48 – Lifestyles

Rosa yawned and stretched; the ride had been a long one, but there they were, finally at their destination: London. Or, more exactly, Laurel’s house, which looked huge. Not nearly as big as the Wilkes household, mind you, but quite big for someone who seemed to live there only with her husband, their butler and their maid.

She jumped off the place she held next to the driver’s seat and bowed slightly to him. He had been quite nice ever since they had gotten off and had told her many useful tips about the city and as such she didn’t want to go without some sort of good bye. He smiled gently at her and, when the two nobles were out, their luggage in the good care of their butler, he signalled for his horses to get moving and he left.

She ran to meet up with the others, only to realize Life was being lectured, again. His sister had done nothing but that on the whole way back, telling him he would really need to learn some serious discipline and matters because oh, she didn’t know what in the world their father had been teaching this child. The poor child in question looked nothing short of annoyed and kept on grumbling at everything she said, which only had the effect of taunting her into saying see? This is exactly what I mean! He would then sigh and listen to the new round of reproaches and try as best as he could to not provoke her again.

Rosa didn’t really feel concerned by it and decided it would be better for her to stay out of it, considering the lady obviously wasn’t very fond of her. Memories of the boat ride came back to her and she had to slap her cheek to try and get the thought of Life’s soft skin on her fingers away from her head. It kept coming back, like someone smoking craves a cigarette. Or someone who drinks coffee craves it. Speaking of which, she kind of missed the taste now that she thought about it.

And speaking of cigarettes, there went Laurel, taking out a lighter from an inside pocket of her coat, lighting one up. It wasn’t an unusual thing for anyone in this era to smoke, but the lady had this displeasing habit of blowing the smoke from her mouth right into your face as she was talking, effectively choking the person she was talking to. Thankfully, Rosa wasn’t one of these people who would get to talk to her a lot, but she kind of pitied Life.

In front of her a line of questioning was now taking place, one she found pretty pointless and boring and, judging from his expression, the young man thought so as well. The lady would ask them harshly, as if it was a job, and her brother would reply with the shortest still kind of polite answers he seemed to be able to come up with.

 

-Have you been playing an instrument, at least?

-I play the piano and viola.

-What about a sport?

-I mainly practice fencing.

-Good, good. Archery?

-I did some.

-How about riding a horse?

-Yes.

-And what have you been studying?

-Mainly politics and history, but also literature, engineering, philosophy, art and etiquette.

-You obviously didn’t understand something about the last one, then!

 

And there went another round of lecturing. Rosa didn’t really understand much of their conversation, but she had to admit that he must be very smart considering the amount of things he had named; not that she really doubted any of it. She had simply, ah, forgotten about it. These kind of things happen when you spend a long time with someone as equals and they set aside all of their intelligence for some reason. Maybe he was humble. Or maybe he hated being smart?

She was about to follow everyone in when she realized the lady had stopped moving and was looking at her with an air of disgust. What now?

 

-Off in the bath, you are! I’ll have Kassidy take care of you.

 

She simply nodded, uncertain if she really had anything to say at all, or at least anything that didn’t sound rude. She guessed Kassidy must be the maid, considering the butler was a man and the name was pretty feminine. She clenched her teeth in silence, thinking that for some reason nobody seemed to believe she was able to wash herself on her own.

She was directed to the bathroom and, before heading there, glanced at Life, only to realize he was too busy being nagged at to really look at her. Without a word she headed upstairs where Laurel had pointed her, not without being amazed at the insides of the building.

Everything was big and spacious and the maid must have been incredible, because everything looked like it was shining. Even the chandelier was proudly hanging from the ceiling, it’s light reflecting in every colour possible from its crystal. Rosa couldn’t begin to imagine how much of a pain that thing must have been to wash.

The floor was covered in white marble and the walls were so far, hidden away, in this angle, by the various stairs leading to the first floor, which, instead of being made of the same material, was instead made of some kind of fancy wood that Rosa probably had never heard of even once in her life. Everything looked so classy, big and clean…

She hurried to the bathroom before being scolded once again; if there was a way she could avoid that, she would. She was surprised to find another clean and spacious room, the place so white it almost seem to illuminate. In the middle of it stood a bath and, behind it, a long curtain seemed to reach up to the floor. Rosa knew the nobles enjoyed pulling it around the bath so nobody would see them clean themselves, but she had never seen one before. She had never been allowed in a fancy bathroom before, and she wondered if this was the only one, or if Laurel was picky and rich enough to want every single piece of her house to look pretty. Other than the bath, there was a toilet, a sink and a small wardrobe which held towels and the like; nothing too complicated.

The door opened behind her and she jumped in surprise. Turning, she saw a woman that was standing there, not exactly young, but not exactly old either. She had a warm smile painted on her face, wore tiny glasses on her nose and had a dark dress with an apron. Her hair was tied up tightly and her small dark brown ears twitched in curiosity.

 

-You must be the new one. Please don’t take offence, milady likes when everything is clean. Some kind of fear of all that is dirty, you see.

 

Rosa frowned. People could be afraid of dirt? She knew the nobles weren’t very fond of getting their hands in the mud for whatever reason, but she had never guessed any of them could be scared of it. She didn’t have much more time to think, seeing as the maid was already letting the water flow in the tub and turned at her with an expression that clearly meant I suggest you undress now, unless you want me to do it for you. She didn’t need to be told and as such, obeyed the silent order without any word.

The maid nodded and, once Rosa was in the water, proceeded to grab her clothes and take them away. She turned at her for a moment before leaving.

 

-You will need to take off this bandage on your tail as well. Milady isn’t fond of hidden things.

 

She stood there and was obviously waiting for it, so the girl grimaced, took it off and threw it at her. Once Kassidy was satisfied and left, she allowed herself to sink in the water some more, watching the bubbles her breath was creating. She stayed like this for a moment, her long hair floating in the water, before deciding it would be better to get started on washing herself before someone else decided to do it for her. She was reminded of the one time Charlotte had taken hours and hours to get her cleaned, and she wasn’t about to repeat this scene.

While it certainly didn’t take as long this time, satisfaction wasn’t the reaction she had upon stepping out of the bath. The maid had brought her new clothes to wear, clothes that not only weren’t hers, but they were a pair of black pants and a white shirt. Rosa was used to wearing dark colours, but seeing as she really wasn’t in a position to complain, she grabbed them, wondering what had happened to her things.

 

-I’m sure milady would have liked you to wear a dress, but you’re taller and skinnier than me, so I brought you some of Davis’ clothes. If she makes a fuss about it, I’ll make sure to get you something in town later on.

-Davis…?

-My husband. I’m sure you’ve met him, he’s the butler of the house.

 

Not really knowing how to respond to this, she simply nodded, secretly happy to have been too tall for a dress and grabbed the clothes, putting them on. The pants were surprisingly a perfect fit, and they were more comfortable than what she’d imagined. The shirt, however, was a little too big and, seeing as she refused to put it in her pants, made her look like she was floating in it. Kassidy seemed a little against the idea, but didn’t make any comment. She gave her a pair of shoes and a black ribbon.

 

-Put this in your neck. You look kind of plain if there’s nothing.

 

She examined her a little longer after the other had put everything on, fixed the shirt’s collar, then observed some more. She walked away for a moment, grabbed a hairbrush and came back to fix Rosa’s hair, giving her a new haircut, one which she wasn’t used to and wasn’t certain she liked. She could feel the right half of her face was clear, which meant part of her scar was probably showing. The maid walked back once again to look at what she had done. A serious nod and a satisfied smile.

 

-This will do. Your name?

-Rosa.

-I’m sure you know already, but I’m Kassidy. I don’t know what your story is, or why you’re here; and I don’t need to know. But since you’ll be staying with us from now on, don’t be shy to ask me anything you’d like to know. You’re better off asking beforehand than making a mistake.

-T-thank you.

 

She nodded, as if to herself more than anything, and stepped out. Not exactly certain what she was expected to do, she simply decided to hurry up and follow her, grimacing about her new look.

Scars were ugly. At least, this is what Rosa thought of them. The reason why she hid them. She hated scars, like they were a plague; while she knew she was covered with them, if a single one of them showed up, she’d do anything she could to hide them. This was the reason she was always fully clothed, the reason why she’d wear bandages on her tail, the reason she had her bangs cover half of her face. Scars were hideous.

And because she was covered in them, she hated the way she looked. She would feel uneasy when she walked in front of a mirror and never look at herself directly. Sometimes she’d get this awful feeling of being unable to recognize her own face.

And now there she was, forced to wear clothes that left some of them showing, forbidden to do anything to hide them. She felt uncomfortable. She felt uneasy, naked. She didn’t even know what had happened to her old clothes, but somehow she knew she wouldn’t see them ever again.

She stopped in her tracks when she realized she wasn’t following anyone anymore and didn’t know where she stood. Had she somehow gotten lost? She heard voices to her left and followed them, relieved to recognize Life’s. The chatter stopped as she got closer and entered the room and she could tell in his eyes that he was dying to run to her, but he didn’t. His sister was with him, her eyes harsh as usual. He smiled.

 

-You’re looking good, Rosa!

-Could be better. But definitely an improvement from yesterday.